Dear Diary (Luke Brooks)

Chapter 2

Dear Diary,

Today was another really bad day...

On my way to school I listened to a playlist with my favorite songs. I mostly listen to One Direction, Miley Cyrus, Nirvana and different charts songs. I just listened to 'Feelin myself' as a strange boy sat down next to me. My bus gets always very full so i just didn't notice him. I like listening to songs which make me more confident at least just for 2 minutes. The boy looked sometimes at me like he wanted to say something but i didn't make a big deal out of it.

I turned the volume up and closed my eyes. I just enjoyed the beat. Suddenly the boy next to me tapped my arm. I plugged out my headphones and looked at him confused.

"Can you please turn the volume down?" He asked annoyed. I didn't even heard any noise from my headphones?! I just put them in again and ignored the boy. What an asshole. He could atleast ask friendly!

At the next stop he left the bus. It was one stop before mine.

In school i sat down in the last row. It was pretty early and as i had no friends to talk to, i went the toilet. I took a seat and pulled out my phone. I checked my Twitter. I had a Miley Cyrus fan account with 700 followers.

I smiled all over my face as i saw that my favorite youtuber Mazzi Maz followed i mean OmG!!!1!!

I was so excited and fangirled so hard. I just wanted to schream but i couldn't. I just tweeted:

"@Minzyy_xo: @Mazzi_Maz thanks ily xxx happiest girl right now <3"

The bell rang and i went to my classroom. It was Wednesday so i had no German lessons today.

I didn't listen in class and just drawed some stuff in my exercise book. I'm not a good drawer but i enjoy it and nobody ever gets to see this...

After school i went to the bakery and got a chocolat croissant. I sat down on a bench as i realised i'm too fat to eat this sweet shit anymore. So i put it in the trash. I listened to my playlist and played flappy bird to spend some time until the drama club began.

I put everything back in my backpack and searched the room. I found the club room at the end of a large corridor. I was motivated and went into the door.

My German teacher sat on a chair in front of the stage. There were a lot of pretty girls and boys. Then i saw a boy. The boy. The boy who sat next to me in the bus. Omgg i hoped he won't remember me but he did. He looked at me. Everybody looked at me and my motivation disappeared. I could feel their eyes on my body. I was nervous as hell... Dammit. I knew it i knew it's gonna be like this!

My teacher waved us all to come together in a circle. She told us some information about the club and the rules here.

Then she read our names out loud to get to know each other. We should raise our hand then.

"Amanda Walker"

A pretty girl with dark brown hair and green eyes said yes.

"Luke Brooks"

The strange boy from the bus raised his hand. So his name was Luke..

"Janine Bruce"

A small girl with dyed blonde hair said with a high voice "here i am" she had beautiful blue eyes and a perfect body. Maybe i was a bit jealous... Why is everyone so pretty but me i feel so bad.

"James Yamani"

A tall boy with black short hair said: "its yammounie!" A few boys started to laugh and Luke tapped him on his shoulders, he was laughing the most and nearly cried of laughter.

Poor James.

He looked down sadly while my teacher blushed like a tomato "sorry 'bout that, james!"

I cant remember the other names anymore but there was also a girl from my class.

I shyly raised my hand when the teacher called my name. When again everybody looked at me i felt really bad. I also had a little headache, but nothing dramatic i thought.

We had to choose a partner for some trust exercises. Wow, awesome, my fave kind of exercises, really...

James and Luke were together and Amanda and Janine. Nobody was left so i was alone..

I had to do it with the teacher. "Everything's fine Minzy. I'm here too!" She grined. I could see Luke laughing at me and James smiled shyly. I didn't smile back.

What is wrong with this Luke?! He's such an idiot! This is so embaressing.

My head hurt worse and worse. I was in a really bad mood and quite angry. After a little while my head hurt so much i fell off the stage and hurt my leg. Luke laughed at me, again.

I hated him for that. He don't even know me but he treats me like shit. He is so mean like what the fuck?!

I ran out to the toilet. Tears streaming down my face. I wanted to scream but i couldn't.

I just sat there and cried.

Suddenly someone knocked on my door. What? I didn't hear anyone coming in! Who was this?!

"Leave me alone!" I whispered.

Then the person knocked again.

"Who is this? lave me the fuck alone!"

"It's James, please, i just want to talk to you ok?"

What? James? What does he want from me? "Go away!" i shouted. "Please Minzy i really don't want to see you crying like honestly!"

"Its not your business anyway! You don't even know me!"

"Well thats true but i want to get to know you!"

What? What did he just said?! He wants.. what?

"Liar!" i screamed.

I cried even more now.

I remembered how a boy said that once to me two years ago. So i hung out with him. I thought he liked me but when we sat on a bench together and talked a bit. Suddenly he started laughing at me. His friends were hiding and came out then. They all laughed at me and took pictures of the confused me. It was the worst moment of my life, ever. Since then, i can't trust nobody anymore.

We didn't say anything for a while. Then James said quitely: "I maybe know how you're feeling. I'm not the most famous or popular boy at school either. And maybe there are people who don't like me and who are trying to push me down, but i stay strong because i know there are people who care and who love me for who i am. You know.. haters gonna hate, potatos gonna potate." He laughed at this one and i had to grin. James is an awesome boy. "Y'know.. sometimes Luke is a cheeky fucker but he's my friend. Maybe you wanna hang out with us sometime? Get to know us and shit" i could swear he grined and me too.

"We're not that bad you might think..okay? Give us a chance!"

I couldn't believe this. Everything he said. I just..

I opened the door and looked up to him. He saw my swollen eyes but he didn't laugh and i didn't care. He hugged me and i felt really comfortable. I was so happy about that. He gave me his phone number and then we went back to the class. My eyes weren't red and swollen anymore when we opened the door.

Everybody looked at us and seemed really upset. But this time i didn't care because i wasn't alone.

My teacher and Amanda ran to me to asked how i was doing. "I'm okay now!" I said quitely and looked up to James. He smiled at me and Amanda hugged me quickly.

Everybody looked a bit sad and caring except Luke, of course. He just stared angrily out of the window. But he didn't laugh so that was a thing.

Now i'm laying in my bed and think about today. Should i text James? It is pretty late so.. maybe tomorrow..

We'll see us again next week. Ugh so long.. I really want to talk to him again!

So ya that was my day xx

-Minzy