Dear Diary (Luke Brooks)

Chapter 7

Dear Diary,

This morning i was already looking forward to the drama club because i'll see Luke and James.

Ok i get to see them anyways but nevermind 

I got up, brushed my teeth and put on a high waist skirt and a crop top. I walked downstairs, put on my white converse and grabbed my backpack. 

I walked to the busstop and saw Luke standing there. What?

"Luke, what are you doing here?" I asked surprised.

"I'm waiting for the bus, what about you?"

"haha i mean why are you waiting here when the other busstop is right in front of your house?"

"I just wanted to wait with you and goodmorning babe!" he smiled and poked my nose.

"Aw k but you don't have to do that." 

"Well.. you can't stop me." he grined.

We talked a bit about the school and sport until the bus arrived. Luckily, he didn't ask me about yesterday. I'm not  ready to speak about it yet, i just want to ignore it and move on.

During the drive, we listened together to his music.

"I made a playlist for you. Do you wanna listen to it?" He smiled while handing me his headphones.

"Yeah sure!" 

I pulled it in my ear and the music started.

A beautiful song turned up and i liked it at the first moment!

You are the loneliest person that i've ever known.

We are joined at the surface but nowhere else.

I look in the glass and stare at your, strained, grey, motionless face and ask

Underneath, is there a golden soul?

"What's the name of this song? I love it!" I asked and looked up to Luke.

"It's Opposites by Biffy Clyro!" He smiled. 

Baby, i'm leaving here

You need to be with somebody else

I can't stop bleeding here

Can you suture my wounds?

"I really like it!" 

"Me too..well let's promise us something! Everytime we'll listen to that song, we'll think of each other! This is our song now!"

Baby i'm leaving here

You need to be with somebody else

I can't stop bleeding here

Can you suture my wounds and feelings?

I nodded and smiled.

This song is so beautiful.

We listened to a few more songs until we reached his busstop. He waved me goodbye when he left.

I always feel so lonely when he leaves i don't know why.

When the bus arrived at my school, i got out and walked to my classroom. 

The teacher was already there and the lesson began. 

In the break i wanted to walk to the toilets but a teacher cought me.

"You students need to go outside in the break so get out here please!"