Dear Diary (Luke Brooks)

Chapter 11

Dear Diary,

"Minzy! Why are you crying? What happened?" James yelled when he saw me running to his house.

"My mum! It's all her fault!"

"Calm down and come in!" He hugged me tight and I could feel his fast heartbeat. He was worried, I could feel it.

We walked into his room and took a seat on his bed. A few cd's and clothes laid on the floor. He didn't expect I would come around so late but I had no choice, I had no place to hide from all the trouble and pain. He's my bestfriend, he's the only person who is always here for me and I can always talk to him.

"Here, take this!" He gave me a pill and a glass full of water.

"Thanks James. It's just too much for me at the moment. I first realised that Luke really end it when my mum talked to me. She thought we were a couple and posted a pic of us on facebook. She's such a whore I hate her!"

"Don't talk about her like that! She's a nice person. We will talk to Luke and sort everything out. It'll be alright, trust me."

I guess he didn't know what to do to chear me up so we just sat there and hugged. I needed this.

"Thanks for everything. I don't know what I would do without you!" A smile formed on my face and he wipped away my tears. Suddenly my phone began to ring but I didn't answer the call.

"Don't you wanna pick up?" James asked confused.

"I bet it's my mum and I don't want to talk to her." My smile disappeared as I took my phone to check if it's really my mum but It was Amanda.

"It's Amanda!"

"Pick up!" James exclaimed but I wasn't sure. What does she want from me? Tell me that Luke and Janine are a cute couple or

"Hello?.... Amanda?......Hello??......Hey!" I tried it a few times but nobody answered. "There is no one!" I said to James. "Hello??" I tried it once more when I heard laughters in the backround.

"James they laugh at me!" I was so shocked I let my phone fall on the floor and stood up. James was watching me waiting for a reaction when the laughters got louder and he could hear them as well.

No. No! Nononononono.. this can't be happening.

I let myself fall on the floor and started crying again. Why would she do this to me? I thought she is my friend.

"STOP THIS YOU STUPID FUCKING SLUT!" James shouted in my phone but she hung up. I bet she wasn't alone.

"We need to stop this bullshit. Now! Get ready we're going to visit Lukey now." He nearly yelled with an angry voice. I never heard him like that before and I got scared a bit. I'm sorry for getting my friends in trouble all the time. Actually it isn't my mum's fault it's my fault! If I wouldn't act like a pussy all the time everything would be normal. It is all my fault!!

"Hurry up we can't lose any more time! Too much has happened."

When we reached the Brooks house, I still cried and my eyes were swollen.

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So its been a long time actually... I'm sorry. I saw the comments and found this draft i wrote a long time ago but I think I wont finish it as I cant identify with it anymore. I'm sorry but maybe someone else wants to finish it?:) lots of love and thanks for the support<3