Drowning // a sam pottorff fanfiction

Chapter 10

GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE YOU CHEATING BACKSTABBING SLUT

I heard that in my ear as I was grabbing my clothes phone and my car keys

It's Maggie

H: wow I thought we were friends

I nod my head in disgraces as I head out the door I feel a shove

M: never come back

H: no promises

M: I hope you kill your self I'll be laughing at your grave next week

H: what does that mean

M: your a depressed mess your probably gonna kill your self in a week so bye

She smiles

I don't know whether the smack the smile off her face or cry

I flicked her off got in my car and was off

I drove fast faster then ever

I'm surprised a cop didn't pull me over

This is why I don't make friends and I wish I didn't like sam

Boys cause drama and so do girls

I was glad to be alone for the longest time but I wish my dad wasn't there

One day he will find me

I feel it

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As I'm driving I notice that my gas is running out but I'm in a abandoned area

There's no cars and it's quite cold

I start to shake as I get out of my car

I feel as if my bloods freezing

My jaw starts to shiver

I grab my phone

Great it's dead

I close the car door and lock it and I begin my long journey

I have no clue where I'm going

So I guess I'll just walk

I start to think even if my phone was on it's not like I could call anyone

I'm sure Sams with Maggie getting along fine

As I walk along the grass I start to stumble over my feet so I sit down

I grab on to my wrists

I'm surprised sam didn't notice

When he does he will think I'm a freak anyways

That kiss probably meant nothing so why do I care about him

He's to good looking to like me
Maybe I'm dreaming again

I'm sure he likes Maggie

As I'm sitting I start to cry

Every where I go there's drama

I wish I had blades with me I probably sound like such a baby but i feel better doing it

Because the pain I face on a daily bases is way worst then cutting my skin

I feel relief when I do it

Some people would probably say I'm looking for attention but I'm obviously not

I have a bad history with life

I start to feel pain in my wrists I still have stitches in them

My arms are throbbing with pain

I begin to cup my hands and start to cry a little more

I actually hear a car coming

It's not like there gonna notice me

It begins to slow down and come to a complete stop

Oh god I think to myself

"Haley there you are"

I look up its sam rubbing the back of his neck he sits down next to me

"Why are you crying" Sam twists his lips

"Because life hates me ok" i look away a begin to

"Don't say that people love you" sam says putting his arm around me

"Hah yeah like me dad" I couldn't help but laugh

"No...... Like me" as he says that I look at him his cheeks are rosy pink

"Aw your blushing" I say winking

"No my cheeks always do that but maybe I am blushing now" he starts to rub my shoulder

"You barley know me you just know my depressing story you don't even know what I do to myself" I start to tear up

"Don't worry I'm here for you babe" he grabs my wrists as I say ow he pulls away

"Wait you cut??" He says confused

I was surprised he didn't figure it out

"Yes I used to cut my self so deep and I didn't wanna lose a lot of blood so I stitched myself up " my voice gets shaky I wanna cry more but I'm dehydrated
"But..." I pause
"What" he says
"I still do it" I said as my voice broke

"Oh I didn't know I'm sorry you had to go through all this but I'll protect you from drowning I got you" he smiles and comes closer for a hug
"And.. " He continues "your still beautiful no matter what" he said smiling

It was weird because I always felt like I was drowning but not today

He protects me

I like that

"Here you can come to my house" he gets up and hands me his hand so I could get up

"That's cute but you don't have to" I say smiling

"You have no where else to go my dads out of town so he won't mind haha"

He starts to laugh

His laugh made my heart feel warm and cozy

I start to smile and he guides me to his car door he opens it and helps me in

"Your quite the gentlemen" I start to giggle

"Why thank you my lady" he says that in a fancy voice

Maybe he could help me from drowning

He could help me to swim Instead of drowning all the time

He gets in starts the car and turns on the radio

"I hope you listen to your music loud" he said smirking

"I was never aloud to" I said frowning

"Well you are now" he starts to change the stations and ride by somo was on

He turns it up and starts to sing

Hmm he has a nice voice

As we drive away I smile almost the whole way to his house

(A/n) what do you think will happen next?

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