Drowning // a sam pottorff fanfiction

Chapter 2

I woke up with bruises like usual I know it's hurting me and it's not good to get so much bruises but i can't stop it my dad will never stop until I'm dead

Since school is finally over I can not be so worried about what I look like my dad screamed at me and told me to do all his work

Like usual he's a fucking monster and I'm trapped in a cage having to do everything I'm told or he hurts me

My brother went to a friends house so he's not a threat it's just my dad.....

After all day doing chores he gives me a cold can of soup from outside my door I eat it and then I have to go to sleep

See I'm not use to a average life so even if I got a boyfriend I would lose him instantly

Since it's only 8:00 I figure I'm gonna count my scars and maybe make more since nobody cares about me what's the point

When I was at school I cut so much more because they found ways to make fun of my name it's Haley they called me Hefty Haley

For some reason it bugged me so fucking much

So everyday I came home crying running upstairs to my room crying and cutting and banging my head on the walls I have till my dad came in and beat me

I'm so done with my life I've hurt myself to much

I feel like if I start to like a boy he will never like me back

As usually I finished all my chores and got beaten by my dad

I'm so fucking done I hate my life and everyone in it

I have to friends or anyone that cares so what's the fucking point

If I ended my life I would be happier but not happy enough I want to go to California and kill myself that way my dad can find me and I'll be in the place I've always been in

I drifted off in my thought and fell asleep with tears rolling down my cheeks and my mascara running down

See I wore makeup or at least mascara

But it's not waterproof so I sometimes had tears rolling down my cheeks with my mascara trailing down my face

No matter what I did I was called a slut by my own father

My brother was gone for the whole weekend but he's the least of my worries

**** Haley I love you

This tan boy with very attractive abs appeared he was so attractive but I couldn't make out who he was it was a little blurry

I'm so glad your mine he said glaring at me

As he want to rest his hand on my cheek and gaze into my eyes

He went to lean in......

Ugh I woke up with more tears on my cheeks because why can't I have a life like that I mean it would be nice to not be depressed once in my life time

I want that dream to be real that boy is very dreamy but I mean he seems to perfect to even be real

why can't I meet him?

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