Be Mine

Chapter 2 Picture

After Camila left i felt so overwhelmed with everything.My love life was out of control.Well my heart was the one making me feel all kinds of ways.Seeing those innocent brown eyes melted all the anger and recentment i had for the brown haired girl.I just couldnt stay mad at her for long.Now i was mad at myself for falling for her so easily again.I love how shy she can be.The way her cheeks blush and her lips ugh i need to stop.

"Hey Lauren" Dinah said sitting on the edge of the bed

"Hey"i said sighing

"Whats wrong?"

"So many things"

"Like?"

"Well just everything seeing Camila brought back all those feelings,but knowing she doesnt feel the same is breaking my heart"

"Lauren you two love each other she just doesnt know it yet"

"I dont think i can wait"

"Well then make her fall in love with you again you dork"

"But how?"

"I thought you were the smart one?..Anyway ill help you if she fell for you before im pretty sure she'll love you again, I mean how hard can it be"

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Camilas Pov

Once i was with my mom i decided to watch our groups x factor videos.As i watched the first episode i felt empty.Seeing how close i was to the other girls specially the green eyed girl broke every part left of me.I wanted that back even if i acted like an idiot on the show.As i scrolled to the comments i saw many people talking about Camren.I decided to look more into it.As i watched videos of Lauren and I my heart fluttered.Was this real?I mean i love Jake?All this thinking gave me a headache.I just need to relax for now.Im begining to feel sick to my stomach because of my memory loss.I needed to know what all of this was but i felt like the girls were trying to prevent me from knowing anything.

"Camila wake up" my mom screams from downstairs
I was finally home.I would have two weeks of recovery before going back to LA.During this time i hoped to find out many things.Jake.Camren.And everything in between.This whole Camren thing kind of threw me off i didnt really know how to feel.I mean how am i suppose to feel when my fans think im in love with my bandmate?Lauren is very beautiful im not going to lie but why would i ever interest her?Well thats even if she likes girls.If i like girls..?Ive always been open minded about many things but my sexuality isnt something i truly questioned ive only felt things for guys and i dont know if i really could be with a girl.

"Goodmorning mija" my mom says as i walk downstairs

"Goodmorning mami"i say kissing her cheek

"Jake is coming over today"

"What..?but mom"

"Mila you said you wanted to figure things out and if you dont take action youll never figure anything out"

"Fine" i said groaning

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"Hi beautiful" i heard as i walked into the livingroom

"Jake" i said as i hung on to him like a sloth on a tree

"Sorry ive just missed you so much"

"Its ok ive missed you too baby"

"Baby?"

"Well if you dont want me to i wont call you that"

"Well its just that my mom told me we broke up so.."