Chapter 4 Headpains

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"Lauren..Lauren...Lauren!"

"What?.."i say a bit rougher than i intended to

"Are you even here?" Normani says realizing how i zoned out

"Physically"

"I can tell"

"Did Camila invite Jake?"

"Yeah she said she wanted to see him before she left back home"

"Oh"

"Why?"

"Just asking"

"Yeah and i hate Beyonce"

"Mani"

"Lauren you might as well eat her,the way you stare at her is so evident you are still in love with her"

"I dont want to be" i say sighing

"Why not?"

"Because shes happy"

"How do you know?"

"She loves him Mani"

"You dont know that"

"Mani that sparkle in her eye,she used to look at me like that"

"It doesnt mean she wont look at you like that again"

"Maybe, but i dont want to hurt anymore"

"Youre hurting yourself by distancing yourself from her"

"Its less painful for her i just want her to be happy"

"Lauren you need to think about yourself"

"Thats being selfish"

"No, your being selfish to yourself and your health"

"Im just confused"

"About?"

"I thought Jake knew Camila and i dated"

"What do you mean?"

"Well when we went back home last break he was bothering her about having a boyfriend and she told me she told him we were together"

"That does seem odd"

"I just dont trust him"

"Me either.."

"Lauren have you met Jake?" Camila asks grabbing my attention

"Uhm yeah hes been around"i said staring at him bluntly

"Lauren someones here for you" Normani said looking at the door

"I didnt invite anybody" i said staring at Camila still

"I invited him for you" Normani said winking at me

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Seeing Lauren speak to the tall muscular guy made me feel angry.She looked so dam sexy in that bikini.What am i saying.My mind is telling me not to think like this about Lauren but my heart gives me all of these feelings i cant explain when im with Lauren.I have to admit i fell in love with what use to be of us.Watching all the Camren videos got to me.

"Camila you there?" Jake said waving his hand in front of my face

"Uhm yeah sorry i was just thinking"

"About?"

"Uhm home"

"When are you going back to Miami"

"In a week, are you coming with me?"

"I cant i have to study for many finals this week"

"Aw ill miss you"

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