"Lauren are you ok" Normani says entering the restroom behind me
"No im not"
"Whats wrong"
"Everything,Camila is.."
"What"
"I dont know whats going on in her mind Normani"
"Why do you say that"
"We had been doing things and i thought she was actually in love with me but she made it obvious she still wants Jake"
"You had been what?" Normani asks confused
"She acted as if we were together Normani we kissed...and just made it feel like before"
"But shes still with..."
"I know and im an idiot for thinking she still didnt like him"
"Lauren i,i dont know what to tell you"
"Its ok i guess ill just deal with it just like i have had to deal with her forgetting me"
"That wasnt her fault"
"But this is"
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After the show i isolated myself from the other girls spec ially Camila.How could she hurt me like this so many damn times.All i could do was close my eyes put my earphones in and remember because that all i would have left of Camila.Memories.
One day you'll come into my world and say it all
You say we'll be together even when you're lost
One day you'll say these words
I've thought but never said
You say we're better off together in our bed
I want you here with me
Like how I pictured it
So I don't have to keep imagining
Come on, jump out at me
Come on, bring everything
Is it too much to ask for something great?
The script was written and I could not change a thing
I want to rip it all to shreds and start again
One day I'll come into your world and get it right
I'll say we're better off together here tonight
I want you here with me
Like how I pictured it
So I don't have to keep imagining
Come on, jump out at me
Come on, bring everything
Is it too much to ask for something great?
I want you here with me
Like how I pictured it
So I don't have to keep imagining
Come on, jump out at me
Come on, bring everything
Is it too much to ask for something great?
I want you here with me
Like how I pictured it
Is it too much to ask for something great?
You're all I want
So much it's hurting
You're all I want
So much it's hurting
I cant help but cry.I sobb onto my pillow so my sobbs arent heard.Love hurts and ive lost at it way too many times with the same enemy that i want on my side so bad.I want Camila so bad I need her. Her love is so contagious.I just wish i could have it again.She means everything to me in every type of way.I cant help but let her hurt me. I rather get hurt than to hurt her myself.i just pray that she'll remember me.Us.
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"Wheres Lauren"Ally asks
"Uhm she went to sleep early she feels sick"Normani responds
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Be Mine
Fiksi PenggemarThis is the sequal to Love me Like You do so if you want to understand this story a bit more read that fanfic first thank you for reading it really does mean alot well i hope you enjoy the hardships Lauren has to come across to make Camila hers agai...
