Helpless ~Lams~

It's worth it

TW/ Transphobic and Homophobic slurs

~Samuel's POV~

(Ooh!! NEW POV!)

     Well, I messed up. I should've left that classroom. I shouldn't have talked to John and Alex. Having friends has never ended well for me. Hopefully these ones will accept me. If I were to ever tell them...

     I opened the door and saw my dorm was empty. Burr isn't here. I let out a sigh of relief. I went into the bathroom and pulled out my phone.

Samberry - Hey. When will you be home?

Cheese BURRger - I'm out with my girlfriend. Probably around 10. Why??

Samberry - Okay, just wondering, see you then.

     I have time. I put my phone on the counter and locked the bathroom door. I slowly took off my shirt. I sighed, turning away from the mirror. I took of my binder and put on a sports bra. I quickly put on a bigger shirt. 'He can't know' I thought.

     I opened the bathroom door and walked out slowly. I looked around the room to check that nobody was there. I ran to the door as fast as I could and locked it. 'I'm safe'

     My phone buzzed. I picked it up.

"Dad" - Hey Samantha, I need a favor

Samberry - What do you want

"Dad" - Well first of all change your username, it's really gay, ew.

"Dad" - And I need some money. Don't question it.

Samberry - I don't have much money to give you.

"Dad" - Don't talk back to me. I'll cut you off from your mom's bank account. Then you can't be a tranny anymore. You won't be able to get hormones or surgery or any of that crap if you don't give me some money.

Samberry - fine, how much

"Dad" - $200

Samberry - I'll find a way to get it for you. Do I have a deadline this time?

"Dad" - Friday afternoon

Samberry - fine, ill meet you at the alley behind Starbucks then

"Dad" - bye fag

     I dropped my phone on the couch and sighed. How was I supposed to find that kind of money? He must want drugs again and mom cut him off. I looked down at the fat on my chest. It's worth it.