Not So Alone . . . (Loki Love Story/ Avengers)

I wish. . .

~STARK TOWER~

          Eight O'clock came around and everyone one was ready and eating breakfast. It was silent and no one in the room said a word. They were waiting for Fury that had just arrived. They went over the plan after they got the exact base and area they were in from little Ellie. 

"Sir, I think you outta see this." JARVIS said turning on the TV in the room and letting it play.

'They are saying that some teens found this old warehouse up in flames with screams of all kind coming from late this morning. . . We will have more on this as the flames are still going and have yet to let up but have not spread anywhere else. . '

"That was the place we were in" Ellie announced fear taking over.

'THUD'

         Everyone slowly turned around to see a beheaded Red Skull on the table and Nicole standing at the head of the table soaked head to two in someone else's blood.

"Don't look so surprised, I never need saving." She smiled and walked to her room and shutting the door leaving the dreaded head at the table.

The room stayed silent for a long time, and I mean long. 

"Did you know she was capable of that?" Tony asked Fury all he could do was shake his head.

"Brother." Thor said wide eyed.

"Don't look at me, that was all her." Loki immediately said holding his hands up in defense.

"She's your agent get that head off my table Fury." Tony said and with a call it was gone and everyone waited for Nicole to come explain EVERYTHING.

NICOLE'S P.O.V.

            It was perfect the reaction I got from them but that was the only joy I got out of it. It took six washes to get the majority of blood off my skin. I couldn't believe I did that but I don't ever remember loosing control like that. Something wasn't adding up not at all and that is what scared me. I cried for an hour as the cold water hit me and my skin became completely blue and I didn't care. I could faintly remember a time when Loki said he loved me no matter my form.

But would he love the Murderous killer I was now. . . 

            I stepped out of the shower and got some comfy clothes on and I sat there on my bed. I felt so numb but I knew they were waiting they had been since my big scene. 

            I slowly got up and walked out and back into the meeting room where everyone was. Loki stood up when he saw me and I looked at my still blue form. They should be afraid of me and my bloody stare. But with looking into everyone's face not a thread of fear was anywhere.

"Don't you love the Monster I am?" I asked to everyone in the room but looked to Loki.

"Your not.. . "

"You didn't just kill hundreds, if not more, of people and not have a clue on what happened. The only thing I can remember is thinking Mother and Father will never want me. I can't be trusted, loved, or needed because I could kill you without you knowing." I sneered at him and internally  destroying myself with the truth and the lies I was always told.

"It wasn't you, you are being used we can fix this."

"No you can't, I wish you never came back to New York." I whispered and walked out and went to the roof of the building.

LOKI'S P.O.V. 

        I was not letting her do this not when I just got her back after all this time. I went after her and followed her silently as she made it up to the roof. I've noticed it's always been her favorite escape. 

"Father please, Mother, anyone, I'm sorry. I just want to go home, I need my family back. Please let me come home. . . please Al Father I beg of you let me in. . . f-father." She called out to the sky falling to her knees and crying. 

'listen to her father.' I begged.

         I slowly walked up to her and knelt down beside her rubbing her back. Her skin turned back to normal and she looked up her bright green eyes meeting my emerald ones. She frowned but couldn't stop the tears that continued to fall. I cupped her face and whipped her tears away and pulled her face to mine. I was very surprised she didn't push me away instead she pulled me even closer. 

"You know I love you right, I have since we were kids, My beautiful Flower. And no matter what happens I always will." I spoke softly and she stood up with me and laid her head on my chest.

"I think I love you too, but I'm scared and I miss home." her voice shook as she spoke and buried her face in my chest.

"I'll talk to Thor but in the mean time get some sleep." She nodded and with a snap we were in our room and she laid down pulling me with her.

"I need you for now, you can talk late-r. . " she said yawning and falling asleep holding me to her closely. 

"Good night Flower." I whispered and kissed her forehead falling asleep myself.

Two updates in one day, yay I'm on a roll (;

~Shadow Out~