Are You Gonna Remember Me Tomorrow? IN ATUALIZATION

My Part Of The Deal

- Crowley, if you love me please, don't make me do this. - You say scared.

- I do love you and you will do it!

- Turning human souls into demons? That's insane!

- I need you to do it.

- How do you even know that I am able to do it?

- You are the only one who can. You are the most powerful witch in the world. You have the power of thousands of witches so you can do it. And I need my kingdom back.

- So that's it? You want your stupid kingdom back?

- Well of course. A king needs his kingdom.

- There is no more hell!

- Who says I need hell?

- You want to have your kingdom on earth?

- I like earth. And hell? Well I always hated that place anyway.

- I will make you a hell okay? It's not gonna be as good as the original but I make you one.

- Hum no. You know why? Cause I'm pretty sure you would make one and put me, all the demons and that archangel on your ass there locked forever. - You look down - That was exactly what you had in mind right? I'm not gonna let you do that.

- Crowley please... messing around with souls will my magic again. Turn it bad. I can't be dark again... and I can't sacrifice this baby.

- That baby. I have plans for him too.

- What?

- He will be raised by me. He will help me rule my kingdom.

- Are you insane? That's never gonna happen.

- Oh it will.

- Crowley please. This wasn't our deal.

- It is now. So why don't you go grab your stuff so we can go.

- Crowley please.

- Now! - He yells and makes you shake with that tone of voice.

You leave the library and rush to get to your room. Dean wasn't there so you get in and close the door. You lean against it and sit down in the floor crying. James moves inside of you and you put your hands on your belly.

- I'm sorry. This isn't fair. This wasn't suppose to happen. I'm so sorry. - James keeps kicking you - Calm down. Chuck if you can hear me please, I won't ask for you to help me cause I know you already made too much for me and I know I probably don't deserve anything but I'm not asking for me... - You take a deep breath - I'm a mother... please if something happens to me protect my kids. Especially James. He's still on my belly and he... I don't know what can happen if I turn bad again. Protect him okay? And the boys. Adam, Sam, and especially Dean. I'm scared Chuck.

You clean your tears and get up. Grabbing a bag you put some of your cloths in there just before Dean come to the room.

- What are you doing? - He asks.

- I gotta go.

- Go where?

- Just go.

- With Crowley?

- Don't ask.

- Don't ask? - He grabs your arms and stops you of putting one more shirt on the bag - What is going on? I'm your husband. Are you forgetting that? Tell me.

- The deal. He changed it.

- What is it? What he wants you to do?

- Dean...