Are You Gonna Remember Me Tomorrow? IN ATUALIZATION

Big Fight

Two months had pass and you still didn't found anything. Dean almost didn't sleep, or eat. He spend his days and nights on the library reading trying to find something.

You had warned the bunker with the help of the coven so the angels couldn't get in. But you made and especial hex bag for Cas that anules the warning so he can get in and out.

The things were calm in and outside the bunker. Your visions stopped and you still were blocking everyone of getting into your mind.

You were in the kitchen preparing the baby bottle to Mary when Dean comes there.

- Hey. - He says.

- Hey.

- Is that for Mary?

- No, it's for me. Of course is for Mary. You know someone has to feed her.

- (Your Name) we are not going to have this discution again.

- She's not only my daughter Dean. She is yours too but you spend more time in the library in the last couple months that with her. Or even with me.

- I'm trying to find a way to save you.

- Yeah and that's going really well isn't it?

- At least I'm trying.

- Dean how many times did I asked you to stop uh?

- Too many.

- Maybe you should listening. If someone is gonna take me out of this is going to be me.

- And me.

- Do you want to feed her? - You show him the baby bottle.

- No. I got things to do. - He says right before leaving the room.

You sit in a chair and put the bottle on the table. Tears get to your eyes and you start crying. Rowena finds you there and approaches you.

- You're ok darling? - She asks.

- Yeah. - You clean your tears and she sits in front of you.

- What happened?

- I'm just tired Rowena. I mean keeping you all from getting into my mind is making me weak. I'm not sure how long I will be able to keep this. Maybe days, maybe hours. And then Dean...

- He's spending too much time in the middle of all that right?

- Yeah and I... - You stop yourself from talking and get up turning your back to her.

- What's happening? - She gets up too.

- I can't hide this anymore. I can't.

- What are you hiding?

- Dean is so away from me Rowena. I just... I don't know what to do.

- Tell me.

You turn to her, grab her hand and by doing that you let her get into your mind. When she gets out she looks at you terrified.

- Now you know everything.

- Is that true? Are you...

- Please don't say it outloud. Someone may hear.

- Why didn't you tell me?

- I couldn't.

- What are you planning to do now? Does Dean knows?

- Have you seen him in the last months? I can't even talk to him.

- (Your Name)...

- You're not gonna tell him. Ahhh - You scream in pain and fall on your knees. She keels on your side.