Jaein walked into her house and sat down at the sofa.
Jaein: Make it quick then... Say what you want to say and leave...
Jaejoong walked into her house and kneed down in front of Jaein. Jaein was a bit taken aback. She wanted to move away but Jaejoong grabbed her hands into his. He looked lovingly at Jaein. But she was looking away. He was devastated.
Jaejoong: Jaein-ah... Will you please look at me when I say this?
Silence.
Jaejoong: I'm sorry for what I've done... But please will you look at me for one last time, when I say this?
Jaein turned reluctantly to look at Jaejoong. His eyes looked very depressed and sad. Jaein felt her heart ache. But she kept telling herself not to take pity on him. He was a liar. And she did not want to believe him ever again. No matter what he was going to say.
Jaejoong: You know... Yuki...
Jaein: Yes... The childhood girlfriend of yours whom you fucked...
Jaejoong (uncomfortably): I didn't do it willingly... She lied to me... And seduced me into it...
Jaein (sarcastically): Right... Your body is detached from your mind and heart... You cannot resist even though your mind and heart says no...
Jaejoong: I didn't want to do it... She seduced me... She lied to me that she can't sleep... I let her into my room to let her sleep there so I could go sleep in the guest room... But she assaulted me and...
Jaein: And your body succumbed...
Jaejoong: Technically yes... But... I tried resisting... You don't know Yuki... She can be very domineering when it comes to sex...
Jaein (disbelievingly): Ha ha... How can such a sweet girl like her dominated a sex fiend like you?
Jaejoong (hurt): Me a sex fiend?
Jaein: Yes.
Jaejoong: She was the one who toyed with my feelings for her in the past, took my virginity, and forced me to have sex with her...
Jaein: I don't believe you... She looks so pure and innocent...
Jaejoong (sniggering): That's her façade... She fooled all of us... I walked in on her having sex with another guy in her room during high school... And she didn't even stop... Then she forced herself onto me after the guy left...
Jaein (furious): KIM JAEJOONG!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE FABRICATING MALICIOUS LIES LIKE THESE TO FOOL ME!!! AM I REALLY SUCH AN IDIOT IN YOUR EYES? HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE THAT YUKI IS A SLUT WHEN SHE LOOKS SO INNOCENT, AND THAT YOU... A SEX FIEND... IS A VICTIM OF HER?
Jaejoong (devastated): Jaein!! Believe me... These are not lies... They're true... She forced herself on me... Tied me to her bed... And raped me... And... When... when...
Jaejoong's eyes started tearing. That incident was like a nightmare for him. He didn't wish to ever talk about it again. But if he didn't, he knew that he would lose Jaein forever. But why didn't she believe him, but choose to believe Yuki's façade instead?
Jaein was a bit taken aback when Jaejoong started to cry. She was angry with him for defaming Yuki to defend his own selfish behaviour. But when she saw his tears, her heart softened.
Jaejoong (taking a deep breath to regain his composure): After she had her way with me, another guy came into the room and.... they raped me... together... Before... fucking like dogs in front of me... in her room... with me tied to her bed... naked... and vulnerable... and forced to watch them fuck each other...
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Snow Prince [Mature]
Romance"How can you fall in love, when your heart is cold like ice." My second 30-part romance smut fanfiction starring Kim Jaejoong from TVXQ/JYJ. Jaejoong is a loner. He never felt complete. And he always felt there was something missing in his life...