1993 ♡ | Keith Powers A.U [ COMPLETE ] Editing

♡ 31

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
~ P Diddy 1997

( AN: although I already used this song I felt like it would be proper to use it again)

March, 31/ 1993

I think the saddest thing in the world is to see a little girl lying dead in a casket. It drained everything in me to see that precious angel. Its even more sad to see Mya and Algee so broken hearted. Mya's a really smart little girl but she still doesn't understand what really happened. The funeral wasn't long. Today was super windy and rainy. we stood under the large umbrella as the rain fell and we watched the small casket go down the hole. The look on Algee's face broke my heart into a million pieces and the looks on Mya's face broke my heart into a million more. 

Today was such a slow and sad day, it felt like it dragged on forever. Mya fell asleep a little after the burial, we took her back to the foster center and put her in bed. Keith was kind enough to come to the funeral, I told him he could go home, I was just going to stay with Algee because I didn't want to leave him alone all sad and stuff, Keith looked at me so strangely when I told him I was going to stay with Al but he did go home. I sat in Al's car with him in the parking lot of the center. He didn't say much he just looked forward. 

"Al.." I say softly and he turns  his head slowly to look at me. 

"I'll be okay.. thanks for being here with me though, I really need someone here with me I'm sorry I'm not talking."He says with a sigh.

"No.. it's totally fine Al, you don't have to say anything, I'll sit out here with you all night if you want me to, I'm here for you."I tell him and he gives me a very small smile. 

"Thanks."

We sit silently for a little longer and then Algee speaks 

"You know Our conversations are never dull, we're always having these deep conversations about life and the future and family, I've told you so many things that I've never told anyone else in the world, because for some reason I trust you I trust you so much, we haven't been friends for a really long time but I really appreciate out friendship Aaliyah."He speaks looking me in my eyes. 

"I appreciate you to Algee you're an amazing guy I'm glad I can call you my friend."I tell him. 

"I'm really happy things are over between you and that Luke guy, he's a shitty person and he doesn't deserve someone as amazing as you."Algee tells me and I feel kinda weird because we don't usually talk about each others relationships, I tell him that Nae is a really pretty girl and that they look really nice together but that's about it, we never talk in debt about our relationships.   

Keith's P.O.V

Briana kisses me neck traveling down my chest, the kisses don't feel like anything I can't even think about them because the only thing on my mind is Aaliyah and Algee, I shouldn't be jealous of him what's wrong with me? His sister just died and Aaliyah is just being the caring person she is and making sure he's okay. 

"Keith you're not even getting hard what's wrong with you."Briana says causing me to look down at her, her hand was wrapped around my length and I didn't even know. She looks at me with an annoyed look on her face before she gets up, straddling me. 

"I'm sorry, I've just really had a long day babe."I tell her with a sign. 

"I'm trying to ease your mind baby."She says seductively kissing my lips. My mind is blank as she kisses me moving her lips back to my neck and down my chest again. I close my eyes and Aaliyah's face pops up in my mind. 

"Okay now I'm getting a response." Briana laughs as she wraps her hand back around me slowly pumping up and down. 

I keep my eyes closed trying to stay into the moment. 

After a few moments of her pumping she stops and I feel her slide herself on top of me. She grinds slowly up and down and I can't bare to even look at her. My eyes remain shut as she rides me and visions of Aaliyah run around in my mind bringing me close so quickly. my breathing increases causing her to ride a little faster. I grip her waist grinding up to meet with her rhythm. She moans my name moving even faster 

"Aaliyah"The word slip right out my lips before I can even stop them and Briana immediately stops. 

"What the fuck Keith!"Briana shouts as she jumps 

"Bab-"She cuts me off before I could speak by slapping me across my face.

"I can't believe you get out of my room Keith now."She snaps 

"Bri-"

"Now!"She shouts pointing to her room door. 

I leave out the room and my heart was pounding I feel wierd and uneasy about what just happened because I've never done anything like that before, I've never lusted for Aaliyah, well not as hard and I just did a few moments ago. I think of her that sexually sometimes but not too deeply. I think about kissing her and us touching each other but I never went as far as thinking about the two of us having sex. I was trying so hard to focus on me and Briana and what we were doing and I was trying to keep it up and the only thought that was helping me was Aaliyah.  

Aaliyah P.O.V 

Algee and I talked for a long time about so many things, He tells me so many stories about his little sisters making me smile and laugh.

"Thanks for sitting out here in the cold listening to me Aaliyah I really appreciate it, I know it's freezing out here and you're probably ready for bed, and my heat doesn't work"He laughed. 

"No, I'm fine I told you I would sit out here with here all night with you if you want me to."I smile at him and he smiles back. 

"Why don't girls like you live in my neighborhood." He says with a small laugh. 

I don't respond I just shake my head a smile at him. 

"It's getting pretty late so I'm going to let you go back in and get some sleep," He tells me

"Are you sure Al because I can stay up with you if you want."I assure him. 

"Nah it's fine I'm getting pretty tired myself I'll come see you tomorrow."

"Well.. Okay good night Al stay safe."I tell him as I reach over to give him a hug. Algee wraps his arms around me hugging me back I squeeze him tightly wanting to make sure he know that I care about him. 

"I love you Al,"I say in his ear before I unravel my arms to end our hug, I pull back a little but Al doesn't let me go so I don't try pulling away anymore. Once he loosens his grip I pull back and Algee crahses his lips righ onto mine. I'm so taken by suprise I don't know how to react. He pulls back after a few seconds and I'm completley frozen. 

"I don't know why I just did that."Al says, he sound so shocked he looked at me his eyes wide. 

"I'm so sorry."He says franticly. 

"No Algee, it's okay calm down."I tell him softly trying to calm him, he just looks at me not knowing what to say. 

"I really don't know why I did that Aaliyah, I'm really sorry I wasn't trying to make a move on you, you've just been so nice to me and making me feel better and being by my side it just made me want to show you some type of affection I guess."He explains.

"It's okay Al no big deal we've both had a long day, you just go home and get some rest and we'll talk tomorrow."I tell him and he nods.

"Goodnight Aaliyah,"He tells me and I tell him the same before I get out the car and close the door. That made me feel so wierd, I don't think I like Algee in that way.. I care about him trumendously but I'm in love with Keith... I don't think I've ever admited that to myself until now. 

I'm in love with Keith Powers.  

It's late lol. I'm either going to fall alseep in like 5 minutes or I'm going to try to start the next chapter and fall sleep while writting it, either way I'm falling Asleep, I hope you guys enjoy. 1993 is coming so close to a end. ~Lisa