You Don't Own Me, E

Chapter Four

After the doctor came into the room and stitched my foot temporarily he told me that once I get to Korea I would have to get stitches and would need to get a brace. The wounds were pretty deep and big, he only fixed it long enough for us to leave. I nodded and watched Hyungwon finally get up and greet the doctor but he quickly walked back to me and held me into his embrace. He was slient the entire night, even if he did make a sound it would be soft hums to keep me calm. I tired to sleep but I couldn't even if I wanted to. Knowing that we were in the same place as E make me feel uneasy, I just wanted to leave California already. Soon after I drifted into sleep only to be reminded of him.

You honestly believe you can escape me now do you? You think that boyfriend of yours will take care of you?! I will! I'm twice a man than he will ever be! He's just a child.

He was wrong, completely wrong, Hyungwon always showed love and even if we were apart he always made sure I was okay. And Hyungwon is older than E in many ways including his age, E on the other hand may pretend to be mature and philosophical but he's just dark and twisted.

As I tossed and turned at night I could hear Hyungwon slilently cry murmuring that it's his fault for not helping me escape sooner, it only caused me to snap out of my horrid nightmare and hugged him tightly. "I love you so much, please don't blame your self." I tried to reassure him but it only made him sob violently. I hated that he felt at fault, so instead of going to sleep we both stayed awake in each other's embrace and waited for the sun to rise so we can get on the plane. I stared at the ceiling and sighed heavily as the flashbacks came onto my mind.

"You have a girlfriend! Why are you acting this way with me! I'm just a 'fan' some one who used to love you, why are you doing this?!" His hands gripped my wrist tightly as he grew closer his breath slapping me in the face, a mixture of cigarettes, wine and whiskey. "Whether I have a girlfriend or not shouldn't concern you, I own you, I want to remind you who's your owner. You can only love me and only think of me."

I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard a knock on the door causing me to jolt from the bed. "Mr. Chae, the car is ready whenever you and the Miss are ready." I looked over at Hyungwon who nodded and stood up from the bed and stretched. I stood up on one foot to get dressed. Hyungwon was already done changing so he helped me put my clothes on, he sat me on the bed and carefully slipped my shoes on making sure that it wouldn't hurt my foot or bother my stitches. I reached over for my crutches as he smiled looking at me, "I don't mind helping you instead of you using those crutches." But before I could protest about him helping the security came in taking everything with them and the crutches too. Hyungwon helped me stand up and put one arm around his neck and he stood up straight while he held my waist tightly for security. I smiled as he did that and we both walked out to the car, it was a long and slow walk but everyone was patient and he was taking his time as well matching his pace with mine.

Eventually we made it to the car and headed straight to the airport. I was glad this was finally over. I had no regrets leaving. I felt much safer now, although I have no contacts with any of my friends or family I still think it's good because I figured he would try to locate me some how. I rested my head onto Hyungwon's shoulder. He seemed to be getting sleepy but I knew he wouldn't want to sleep until he was back home with his members and made sure I was okay. The only thing I was worried about now was, before they smashed my phone and cut the line, did E manage to get the location on time?