You Don't Own Me, E

Chapter Eleven

"There you are! " Hyungwon walked over and hugged me tightly as I held onto my crutches tightly. "I'm sorry to have worried you." I said to him as he pulled back and looked at me with relief, "It's fine. I would've gone but he knows how I look so I had to keep my distance. He didn't see you right ?" He asked as he looked at Jooheon and I.M, "No hyung he just asked if we had seen... well 'Seyoona' but we-" the staff told them to get in the car because they could be seen at any moment standing together. They were shoved into the van and continued their conversation "we lied about knowing Johanna. Can you believe the pig nearly insulted her!" Jooheon said heated up "How so?" The boys asked as some of them were actually eavesdropping,"He was about to call her the W word. He said 'wh' before he said girlfriend. Man it's disgusting he basically sees her as an item." I.M said with a scoff and a bit of anger.

"But she looked distraught like just mentioning him scared her so much " Jooheon added, it was true. E was an honest living nightmare and every day I dreaded him coming back when he left me there. Sadly his friends didn't know but I was glad I was gone but my safety was still on the line with him being here now. My mind continued to wander as the boys began to talk before I began to nod off eventually resting my head on Hyungwon's shoulder and falling asleep. I held on tho his arm as a reminder that if I dreamt of E again I knew it was only a dream.

Why did you cut your long hair?! You know how much I loved it! And you bleached it! Who gave you permission! You're not to do that with out consulting me first! You're MINE and I OWN you. So you pretending to be some one else can save you? Oh no you're in for a treat when I get my hands on you! You better believe you'll be begging for mercy

I woke up and looked around seeing we had arrived some where different "where are we?" I asked him a bit curious "At the dorm they made a room for us for the mean time until I can get us a place " Hyungwon spoke softly as he caresses my cheek. "Did you sleep well? You seemed to have had another nightmare. I'm sorry about that." He said as his eyes began to sadden as he looked at me. "I'm sorry I can't protect you. He must think I'm a skinny wimp who can't fight " he sighed heavily. It was as if the words pierced into my heart when he said that, "That's a lie. He's got nothing compared to you. He's killing himself with drugs. You on the other hand you are tall and you always eat so that's not your fault " I said to him hoping to reassure him.

For a moment it was silent before Hyungwon pulled me close to his chest and held me tight as he ran his fingers through my hair and sighed a bit. The silence proceeded as we laid in bed. Only the sounds of our breathing and hearts beating were present, then his grip loosened as I looked up he had fallen asleep. I felt bad he wasn't getting much rest because of me. I pulled the sheets up and then buried my face into his chest and hoped this time when I slept it wouldn't be as unpleasant as the other time.

    Do you really think that disguise really works on me? Are you that stupid? Wait till I get my hands on you I'm going to treat you like the dirty woman you are. You think he can please you? Pathetic that stick of yours has nothing against me. I'm going to make him watch you suffer. But first I'll have you watch him slowly die while he watches me touch you in places he doesn't know

    "Shhh it's okay I'm here." I heard Hyungwon  whisper into my ear as I held onto him tightly and sobbed. The dream wasn't what made me cry. It was the fact that I began to think what E would do to him that led me to crying hysterically. "I love you so much and I can't bare the fact that if E finds me he will hurt you" I said in between sobs. Hyungwon sighed heavily as he kissed my head and rubbed my back singing to me hoping to get me to sleep. He of course was now to be alert and make sure I don't wake up. Eventually I drifted off to sleep "Please sleep for me" I said softly as I closed my eyes and exhaled as I knew another nightmare would occur.

Later on that day I woke up and sat up looking around the room and checking the time on my phone seeing messages from the members. I unlocked my phone and read through every single message.
Shonwu: are you guys still asleep?

Kihyun: it's awfully quiet upstairs

Wonho: did you guys secretly run off together somewhere

Minhyuk: are you guys having sex upstairs ;)

Jooheon: yah, are you okay? You looked really shaken up at the mall just wanted to make sure you were alright.

I.M: hey little sis how are you feeling? Has Hyung slept? Have you eaten? Are you hungry? Kihyun-Hyung made food if you're hungry.

I smiled at the text messages and responded to everyone of them making sure they knew nothing bad was occurring:

To Shonwu: I just woke up hyungwon is still asleep.

To Kihyun: that's because we were actually asleep ㅋㅋㅋ

To Wonho: and put our lives in danger knowing E is out there? Suuuuureeeeee

To Minhyuk: get your mind out of the gutter will ya?

To Jooheon: yes, I'm okay it was frightening and it still is. I guess he really did see where I last went before I broke my old phone but I know we can continue to fool him until he leaves.

To I.M: hey oppa~ I'm feeling better. Hyungwon finally fell asleep. He didn't want to, or doesn't want to but he finally did. He's really worried. And yes I'm hungry I'm sure he is too thank you.

After responding I heard a light knock and I got up to open seeing it was the members coming in "we just wanted to make sure you both were okay. Hyungwon told us you get nightmares often so we figured if you do get them we'd keep you company " Shonwu said as he walked in quietly while the others came in."I have food and snacks " Kihyun smiled softly. "I got blankets and movies " Minhyuk and Wonho replied "and we are your guards" Jooheon and I.M said. I felt really grateful for them going out of their way to make sure I was okay.

I looked over to see Hyungwon still asleep but pulled me to lay down as the others turned the tv on and began to watch a movie. I laid down closely to him and ran my fingers through his hair before he woke up and spoke softly "Hey, did you have another nightmare ?" He asked, as I merely shook my head and smiled "no the boys came to bring us snacks and keep us company " I said. He laughed softly and sat up "thank you " he said to them and stretched as he rubbed his eyes and then began to snack. I smiled widely as I looked at them. For the first time I felt truly happy amongst them and they made me feel really safe as well.