You Don't Own Me, E

Chapter Five

"We made it!" Hyungwon sighed happily as he stretched, we were sitting at the Incheon airport while we waited for the car to come pick us up. I was really happy that I was far away from E and that Hyungwon and I can finally be together with out any worries. Aside from his company... and members. I held his hand tightly as I watched the people walk by, I was able to understand most of what they said but my Korean was still rusty. Hyungwon rubbed my back and kissed my forehead "we can sleep in today okay? I know you're tired and I am too but the fear is now over " he whispered to me and kissed my cheek.

I really did hope for it to be over. I don't want E to be here. I'm still terrified but I know that it'll all go away soon. I snapped back out of my thoughts when the security came over handing me a hat, sunglasses and a mask "Put these on, the fans are here and we don't want them to notice you. It could lead him to you." He said as I put them on quickly and braided my hair and fixed the hat, I tried to stand normally but my foot was hurting so much Hyungwon ended up holding me up again "use the crutches you both can be suspected " he said as he handed them to me and covered me with a long black coat to disguise what I was wearing. Hyungwon helped me as I used the crutches to walk to the car, most of the time I nearly slipped other times the crutches would slip right from underneath my arm.

The car ride wasn't long thankfully, I felt the pain return to my foot and it felt extremely unbearable, "the doctor will be arriving at the dorms so don't worry, the boys have been informed about her arrival and have made space for her, they bought her a phone and added her family in her phone and the manger made sure that the phone won't get tapped. Lawyers have been informed as well. We will make sure he is locked up " he said. I zoned out half way through what he said, I felt really sleepy and I just rested my head on Hyungwon's shoulder and fell asleep but even in my sleep he would show up.

I'm your worst nightmare, you can't escape me. You belong to me and me alone. You're never going to leave my side. I will find you, you think that boyfriend of yours can protect you? Ha, don't make me laugh he's just bones and a pretty face. A boy like him isn't good for you. You need a man like me who can put you in your place!

I woke up in a jolt when I realized the car was parked and they were waiting for me to wake up. I looked at them as I rubbed my eyes. "They'll help you inside I just need to go talk to the manger and the company as well." Hyungwon said as he spoke softly and ran his long fingers through the small section of hair that peeked out of the hat, with that he got off the car and walked inside. I only watched his tall figure disappear from my sight before getting helped out of the car. I looked around the building as they helped me inside, as I tried to steady myself with the crutches I came across the logo of the company Starship. 'Hmm interesting.' I thought to myself and proceeded as I walked further into the building and smiled when I saw Hyungwon with his members on a frame next to the other idols from that company.

They had led me to their dance studio and had me sit on a chair and stood side by side by me as we waited for the rest to return. I stared at my reflection in the mirror, was that really me ? That girl in the mirror? The dark circles under the eyes, the blood-shot eyes, the puffy face, the thin complexion, the raggedy outfit with a badly wrapped foot. Was that really how I looked? It's been so long since I looked at myself in the mirror. I never realized how drained I was. I could feel myself wanting to cry but wasn't able to anymore because I had cried so much for so long. I didn't want to look like this anymore, I looked dead and I knew if I didn't fix myself things would only get worse.