You Don't Own Me, E

Chapter Eight

     The following morning came and I sat up sighing as today was the day for my big change. We would be spending hours bleaching my hair and then going shopping. I really hoped it work, thankfully they had brought the stylist to the dorms I sat there getting my hair bleached  and looked around, she decided to cut my hair short first before staring the process of  bleaching  my hair, while she did that they had put my foot in a cast and they began to show me clothes they had from the members of Sistar before they disbanded. They made sure it was comfortable but still chic. As everyone began to plan their outfits and who would be walking out with me first and other things I fell into a slumber as I grew bored. After an hour or so I woke up and was taken to wash my hair. Once the stylist finished she styled it and straightened my hair and she wiped my face and started to define my brows and correct the scars,redness and bags on my eyes and face. When she finished she added a baseball cap on my head and helped me dress.

     After an hour Hyungwon walked over smiling and ran his finger tips through the now blond hair and laughed "I miss your long black hair, it's softness and how I can play with the long strands " he said sweetly "but do you like this new look?" I asked him as I looked up at him "it looks like you had an accident doing something or like you fell... down... some stairs" he chuckled and smiled "I'll be in the car , both you and Shonwu  will be walking, he has a backpack and he's going to carry your meds and phone; have you practiced your Korean?" He asked me a bit scared but serious, "Yah!~ oppa! Don't worry about me if I get nervous I won't talk and Shonwu can speak for me " I said as he chuckled "almost there just change your voice " he said and I nodded and cleared my throat making my voice sound baby-ish "aish! When will you stop worrying?" I giggled causing him to pinch my cheeks "aigoo! So cute " he smiled and leaned in to kiss me gently and pulled me into a hug, I could hear the fear in his sigh and his embrace grew tighter "be safe I don't want you to be taken away from me, Seyoona" he chuckled at the name.

     The boys had already loaded into the van while Shonwu and I stood outside the street light and waited for it to change, "yah, Seyoona? You okay?" He asked as he looked down while I held onto my crutches, I looked up at him and knew at this point it was time to change my voice and so I did "yes oppa I'm fine don't worry come on " I said he chuckled and his eye smile appeared for a second before the light switched and helped me cross . I sighed in relief as I was able to pull this off, momentarily. Although I admit that I'm terrified that E would find me and that he wouldn't be able to buy it, I knew I would have to wear hats a lot or just not go outside but I knew I couldn't live in fear any longer.

Shonwu and I walked as we headed to the mall. I looked around nervously as I hoped I didn't see him. I mean how could he know I moved here. The tracker he had implanted in my old phone has stopped as soon as they smashed it to the floor. There was no way E could find me here right ? My mind began to race as I thought of all the worse case scenarios while we walked "Yah? Seyoona?" Shonwu asked me as I continued to walk without realizing we had arrived. I stopped and walked back "sorry oppa!" I said in the fake voice , I knew eventually I would become tired of using my voice like that and would strain it, but due to the circumstances I had to continue. "I'll be switching from here. Jooheon is going to walk inside the mall with you from here on. The others and I will meet you inside at the  store " he said as he fixed his hat trying to keep casual and patted my head before walking away and seeing Jooheon walk over "Seyoona? Will you be able to go on the escalators or should we use an elevator? Perhaps we can get you a wheel chair so you don't have to use the crutches a lot and hurt your arms " he said with a smile as we walked inside, I nodded and spoke "I think the elevator, and we should get a wheel chair oppa my arms are exhausted " I said and pouted. I glanced around a bit paranoid feeling like he was here, it's like I couldn't be at peace with out feeling like he was there.