( it's like a ten second video lol anyways you will get in the middle of this chapter)
Emily ....
Yeah ... she says while she was doing her homework
Have you slept with Jc ....
No why ... she chuckled
You have been ignoring me and hanging out with Jc a lot ....
Jc is super sweet he acts like you guys but he's nothing close to an asshole ... he says
Like us so what I am an asshole ....
Yeah youare I love you tons but yeah .... she looks at me
Me and Kian got into a fight in Sunday ...
What happened ... she says
He got a little mad because he saw kyles Snapchat where he kissed me on my shoulder he told me he liked me and I told him I liked him as well we aren't exclusive or anything so I don't understand why he would get mad about it ...
Ayden he likes you and you said I like you too you both are knowing eachother obviously it's going to hurt him if he sees you fucking around with guys he's not going to like you it's common sence .... she says
But we aren't in a relationship....
When you feel like if it's time to take it serious just tell him ... she says
Remember when I got wasted ....
Yeah ... she says
I let Kian grab my boobs we didn't hook up so on Sunday we were making out I let him grab them again okay anyways he waned to go down on me ....
Wow okay tmi Ayden .... she says
I don't care you are my bestfriend....
Okay fine what happened ... she says
Well I said no obviously....
Oh okay good you can't break our promise ... she says
Yeah no sex until after graduation....
Yeah we can't have boy drama also that's why me and Jc are taking it slow ... she says
So is it okay if he only sees my girlies ....
Sure whatever.... she says and began to laugh
Okay cool I was so scared to tell you ...
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I was laying down in bed and I was thinking of a way to text Kian but didn't want to seem desperate but then Emily sent me a text
My love - who the fuck is that in Kian's Snapchat story
Me- hold on I haven't seen it
I quickly went into Snapchat and obviously clicked on Kian's name first
it was him and some girl and then there was another one of them cuddling but it wasn't his room I just shut my phone and felt really hurt for some reason I grabbed my phone again and texted Kian
Me- you judge me because Kyle kissed me on my shoulder and you literally just fucked a girl fake fucker
Lawley- 😂 I thought I blocked you
Me- well you thought wrong asshole you are just like your damn dad you judge others but not yourselves
Lawley- hey atleast I have my dad
Me- oh don't act perfect where's your mom bet you are the reason why she left
Lawley - my parents didn't cheat on eachother mine got their shit together yours don't
Me- your family has their shit together because you have maids and people to drive you guys around so no you don't
I called my friend jake who's a freshman in college
Jake- hey Ayden what's up
Me- what are you doing
Jake - going to my apartment why
Me- do you want to have sex
Jake- sure quick sex though they close the gate at eleven
Me- you know where I live bring a condom
I ran into the restroom and opened the mirror thing and grabbed a pill which they get you high higher than weed
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fuck that was great .... jake says and sits back down to the drivers seat I just pulled up my shorts and panties back up
Yeah it was ... I mumbled
What's wrong ... he says
Everything is wrong jake my life keeps getting shitty ....
Why the sex Ayden ... he says
I thought it would make me feel better but i don't ....
Let me guess guy trouble ... he says
He fucked someone else ....
So he basically cheated on you ... he says
No he didn't cheat on me we aren't together we make out go out but we don't call them dates we also like eachother ....
I'm telling you Ayden High school relationships are so fucking stupid and childish ... he chuckles
I feel so fucking terrible ....
Just get in a relationship with him ... he says
No I can't and I feel bad because I'm not supposed to have sex until after graduation....
Who said ... he says
Me and Emily made a promise ....
Here ... he says and handed me money
What the fuck is this ....
I owe you remember calm down ... he says
I was about to kick your ass ....
Goodnight Ayden ... he says
Goodnight .. I mumble and get off his car I walked into the house and my mom was in the kitchen drinking wine
who was that ... she Says
Jake ... I mumble and she walked towards me
What did I tell you Ayden .... she says
It's been over two years mom ....
And you fucked him ... she says
You don't understand....
He's mother ruined our family Ayden and your fucking him ... she says
Dad didn't just screw his mom .... and she slapped me
You are a huge big fucking mistake I did everything for you and you knew your father was cheating on me ... she yelled and I looked at her
I was scared ....
scared of what huh ... she says
I didn't want you and dad to fight ....
Guess what Ayden everything is ruined now because of you I wasted my time on making him happy on all of you ... she slapped me again and just walked away I just ran upstairs and laid down on the bed and Began to cry
Sadness and anger brings out the bad in people that's what makes them who they are
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