So when do we get the results ... Kian says
Well they said by Friday which is in four days ....
You looked nervous Ayden in there ... Kian says
I hate shots literally like if I see it I will pass out ... and he chuckled
Let's go to ... and I cut him off
In-n-out ... I smiled
Dammit I love you ... he says and I smiled
I know I love myself too ...
Very funny ... he says and grabs my hand and kisses the back of it and I just smiled
*****
Babe why are you mad ... I said while recording him on Snapchat
They ruined my fucking order ... Kian says
Who's fault was it .... and he began to laugh and looked at me and laughed harder
Make sure you get my cute side ... he says and I also couldn't stop laughing
Here sir sorry again ... the guy says and Kian continued to laugh
It's fine thank you ... Kian says and I shook my head
I always thought Jc was the funny one but you the faces you make the way you talk so,time should don't make sence and you also do stupid shit ....
It's mine and Jc's language ... he chuckled and took a bite of his burger
I usually only laugh so much when I'm either high or drunk or when Emily actually does something stupid my stomach hurts so much from laughing and I'm not high .....
why did you stop ... he says
For Nathan and ally they are doing fine with my grandma but every time they call me they say they want to come back and they can't because their big sister the one who should take care of them does drugs even though weed isn't a drug but those pills I took to get high they made me not so clean in my drug test ....
can I tell you something ... he says
What ...
Don't bring them here they see you with your brother and sister they will hurt them or you Ayden they are better being in San Francisco... he says
That's not fair Kian ....
I know it's not but hey it's better knowing that they are safe ... he says and I looked down
Yeah I guess ... I mumbled and he grabbed my hand
I'm sorry baby ... he says and i looked back at him
It's fine I just want to know when it's over when can I start actually enjoying life ....
You aren't enjoying now baby we are together don't I make you happy .... he says
You do Kian I love you I do but half of me also hates you because I can't be close to the people I love because of what you do Kian ... and his smile faded he let go of my hand and just took a sip of his drink
Go ahead and tell Nathan and ally to come and visit you be with your grandma but don't be crying when you find out they either kidnaped your brother and sister or killed your grandma Ayden ... he says
