Chapter 14: Promises

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"What?....No. Kasey. You can't love me." He says. "We can't do this." "Stiles, I don't care about Derek. He can't keep me from you." I say. "Kasey you aren't listening." He says. "I love you Stiles and only you, I only wanna be with you. Nothing not even Derek can keep us apart." I say. "Kasey! THIS ISN'T ABOUT DEREK! IT'S NOT SAFE FOR YOU TO LOVE ME! WE CAN'T DO THIS!" He argues. "So you mean to tell me you're gonna let Derek ruin something great for you again?" I ask. "IT ISN'T ABOUT DEREK! IT'S ABOUT ME! I'M NOT RIGHT FOR YOU KASEY! I'M NOT!" he yells. "I CAN'T LOVE YOU THE WAY YOU NEED TO BE LOVED, I WILL ONLY PUT YOU IN DANGER, I LOVE YOU ENOUGH TO TELL YOU WE CAN'T DO THIS, WE CAN'T BE TOGETHER!" I look at him and say "So you must not love me at all, anybody who truly loves someone wouldn't do this." "That's not what I'm saying..." he says. "No, I think it is. You don't love me, you just made me fall in love with you. I fell for someone who would never catch me. Now that everything's done and over with I just get pushed to the side, I completely understand. But tell me Stiles did it give you joy knowing I had completely fallen for you? Did it make you happy to know the only one I felt like I would be safe with was you? Did you ever love me at all? Did anything you said ever mean anything? All those things you said they were lies weren't they? Tell me Stiles. Tell me how I will never be good enough." I say as I begin to let tears fall. "Tell me how I will never be the one you love because I can never be Lydia Mar..." he cut me off. He grabs my face in his hands and kisses me. "Kasey. You will never be Lydia, but that's because you're better than her. You're honestly not good enough for me because I don't deserve you. I absolutely love you and that's the reason we can't do this. I love you way too much. I couldn't let you get hurt. I don't know what I would do without you. I mean, you're perfect to me. You're the girl I love, not Lydia. It's too dangerous for us to be together, I can't risk you being hurt because of me." he says. "I don't care. As long as I'm with you, I'll be fine." I say. "Kasey please..." he says. "Stiles you don't understand. You keep me sane. I don't know what would happen without you. You're the only person who makes me feel safe, the reason I woke up was because I heard your voice, and the whole time I was dreaming you were there! Stiles I love you and only you and no amoun of danger can change that! I can't and I won't let you go! I refuse!" I argue. He grabs me and pulls me into an embrace. "Kasey, I swear if you get hurt, I won't be able to live." he says. "You're hurting me by trying to let me go." I say against he chest letting few tears slip out. "I won't let you go. I made promises to you, I won't break them. I love you, I swear I do and it's me and you from now on, nobody will break that apart." he says wiping away my tears. That's when we hear a loud crash downstairs. Then the door swings open and we're face to face with him.

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