Give Me Love

Chapter 23: Can't be Moved

I wake up the next morning entwined with Stiles, nose to nose, our hands interlocked, as our legs were entangled within eachother, whilst our foreheads were pressed to one another. It was lovely and I just stare at him, it was so peaceful, I didn't move, I just enjoyed the moment. Then I noticed he began to smile,  his eyes still closed. "What is it Kasey?" he asked almost chuckling. "What do you mean?" I replied smirking. "I can feel you staring at me, why are you watching me?" he said opening his eyes and I stared deep into those beautiful brown orbs of his. "I was just enjoying the moment." I said sighing. "You said it like this is our last moment." he said. "Stiles....our moments are limited...you know that. So every moment I do get with you...I cherish it, I stay stuck in that moment for what seems like forever and once it's over I always wish it never ended." I explain. His eyes lock with mine and we just stare at one another not breaking the lock we have with eachother. "Love, don't worry. Every time I'm with you, I linger in every minute, every second seems time less. it's as if time stops and everything stands still but once it's all over I just want that timeless time back." he confesses. "Last night you told me you realized you can't escape being in love with me, well I feel the same, my distraction from loving you was Lydia. I needed you off of my mind, I only want you, Lydia was just something to ease the pain." "What pain?" I ask. "Loving you..the pain of loving you. You always had someone else, I was never an option for you." he tells me. "Stiles you were always an option!" I argue. "Neither one of us realized it though." "You're right, but everything is compromising what we have now....we can't be with eachother,  not now at least." he says. "Stiles. Stop." I stay breaking our hold in eye contact. "What? it's true." he says sighing. "No it's not. Stiles we will be together no matter what, I refuse to lose you." I say sternly. "Okay, okay. we'll work it out somehow, but you aren't sacrificing anything,  I swear if you get hurt in the process.." he says as I cut him off "I won't. Everything will be fine." "I love you Kasey and I'm in love with you." he said as he pressed his forehead to mine. "I'm in love with you too Stiles." I say as he kissed me. The kiss begins to intensify. Soon we were rolling all over his bed kissing, he began kissing my neck causing little moans to slip out here and there. He pulls back breathing heavily. "Stiles.. I want you to." I say reassuring him. "I can't Kasey..Not until everything is sorted out with Derek." he says getting off of the bed. He throws on a new change of clothes and just glances at me once more and leaves. How could he just keep doing this to me? Why did he always do this to me, take me so far only to let me crash. I take a quick shower in his bathroom and then throw my hair into a bun. I throw on my Trill Ass Mermaid. crop top that had colorful aztec print and my light jean shorts with lace. Then I threw on my black vans. Pleased with my little quick outfit I grab my keys and head downstairs. I see him watching cartoons and I just head to the door instead of saying something to him. I text Nick before reaching the door.

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Kasey: Hey nick. Mind meeting up with me?

Nick: sure, where at?

K: Park?

N: what time?

K: how about in a hour? so like...2?

N: I'll be there. ((:

K: can't wait ^_^ !

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I continue to the door and head outside. I shut it behind me and start my walk to Isaac's. That's when I hear footsteps behind me. "Kasey." he says. "What?" I reply coldly. "I'm sorry." he says sincerely. "For what? You didn't do anything." I say. "I know..I know. but I can tell it hurt you. I just can't. ..not yet." he says. "Yea whatever." I say turning around. "At this point it doesn't really matter does it?" I say. "Kasey you don't understand, Derek needs you as a virgin!" he exclaims. "So then why wouldn't you take it? I'm no use to him then!" I say angrily. "I'm tired of Derek always running your life Stiles. Fuck it! Just leave me alone okay?" "...Okay." he says turning back and walking towards his house. I turn around and run my hands through my hair. I hold back teard until I reach Isaac's door steps. He opens the door and immediately sees my face full of tears. He pulls me into a hug and brings me in the house. I layed my head on his chest as we were on the couch. I honestly hadn't noticed he had no shirt. I didn't care though. I was so distraught, I can't believe what I said to Stiles. "I said what I said and then Isaac he just said okay..Okay? okay!?! He didn't try to stay, he let me leave, he walked away!" I say crying harder than before. "Can I come back here?" I ask. "Of course. Always." he says stroking my hair. "I have to go meet Nick in like 30 minutes. Maybe that'll help. Seeing him will make me happy." I say. "Go fix your face. Your kind of flushed." he says.

After fixing myself I hop in my car. I get to the park to see Nick there standing around looking...waiting....for me. And god did he look better than ever. I get out and walk up behind him standing on my tippy toes to place my hands over his eyes. "Guess whooooo?" I said playfully. He turned around wrapping his arms around my waist. I couldn't help but smile. "Ah there's that smile I love so much." he said. Me and Nick talked as if we've been together before, like we've known eachother for a while. "Swings?" I ask wiggling my eyebrows. "Race Ya.." he says. "You're on wolf boy." I chuckle.

We run to the swings and I win. I do a little victory dance and he erupts with laughter. "Nice Moves Babe." he says. I sit on the swing and say "you're just mad that I won." "Correction, I let you win." he says smirking as he walked up to my swing. I stick my tongue out and he begins to push me on the swing. We swing and talk for a while and that's when I see Isaac.  "Kasey. I need your car." he says walking up to me. I toss him the keys without asking questions. He waves good bye and speeds off. "What was all that about?" Nick asked. "Not sure. but you wanna get walking?" I asked. "Sure we could go back to my place, I'll cook for you. You've got to be hungry by now." he says. "Actually I really am." I say chuckling. We walk to his house laughing and joking but then things start to get fuzzy and I become dizzy. I feel the ground meet my back, although I can feel Nick sort of caught me. Then everything goes back but comes in and out in patches. "Kasey. Are you alright?" I hear someone say as I tried to open my eyes. "Kasey!  Kasey Please!" then everything was silent and it went black.