Fatal Love p.j.m

f o u r

I walked to the lunch room and didn't feel like eating, I was mad and annoyed from that girl group. I put in my headphones and just listened to music. Jinny sat down and was talking every once in a while but I just drowned her out. She didn't realize that I couldn't hear her and just kept talking till she just suddenly stopped and became silent. I look at her and she's looking behind me and she looks surprised. I turn around and see Jin, V and JHope standing there looking at me.

I take out my headphones and look up at them.

"What is it?"

"Nothing much" Jin said and smirked.

He sat next to me, I looked around and saw all of the girls jaws open in shock and looking at me furiously.

I roll my eyes.

"Why are you here?"

"Oh just was wondering.." while waiting for him to finish his sentence I wasn't thinking of anything of the other boys behind me, till one of them poured a milk carton over my head.

The whole cafeteria burst into laughter including the boys next to me. Everyone was pointing and looking at me.

Wha- what just....

I couldn't even process what happened at first I was in utter shock and didn't know how to feel.

I was shocked and angry and sad, all these emotions taking over me. Jinny looked over at me with her hand over her mouth.

"Maybe next time you won't ignore us when we're talking to you." JHope said with a smirk.

"Could ya fuck off?!" Jinny yelled at them.

I was a little shocked at her yelling but glad she stood up for me. My eyes were stinging and tears were comeing up. I got up and left without making eye contact with anyone.

I ran to the bathroom and a tear fell down my cheek, slowly making my cheek tickle. I wipe it away quickly and try and clean up myself. I pulled out my phone and headphones, my phone luckily didn't get wet and my headphones were a little wet but nothing that would actually damage them. I was mad and made fists with my hands unintentionally till I realized my hands cramping up from it.

I dried of my headphones and went to my locker. Jinny came with a worried expression.

"Are you okay?" She asked.

"Yah, thanks for standing up for me" I said with a slight smile.

"We're friends, and your a cool chic, I wouldn't be a friend if I didnt." She said with a small smile.

"Here, take this." She handed me a hair brush and a box of cigarettes.

"This for your hair and these will take of the stress." She said with a smile.

I nodded and quickly took them when I realized that guys were watching us from further on in the hallway.

I went to the bathroom again and brushed my hair sloppily and put it in a pony tail. My hair was long to were even if I had it in a pony tail it still went down to the bottom of my shoulder blades. I was able to get some of the milk out but there was still some in there. It wasn't too noticeable, but I could smell that faint scent of milk. I looked and I of course decided to wear eyeliner that day so that smudged every where. I got a paper towel and whipped my eyes as best I could. I did the best to clean myself up and the bell rang.

I met up with Jinny and grabbed my stuff and we went to art together. I liked art because we could basically do whatever we wanted as long as we asked her first and had the project done within 2 weeks. I had no idea what I wanted to do. Jinny was already on a role and was sketching her rough draft. I looked at my paper blankly not able to think of anything. My headphones were in and I was really just waiting for the bell to ring so I could get out of there.

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Blankly looking at my locker I wore my hoodie and didn't bother grabbing my homework for that night. I put in my headphones blasting the music, my ears were used to it so it didn't hurt or anything.

I walked about 2 blocks away from the school and went into an empty ally way and lit a cigarette. I sat down on the cool concrete and just closed my eyes not trying to think. My stress slowly went away and my mind felt a little better when I slowly inhaled the smoke. A few people, I'm guessing homeless or beggars, walked past me looking at me with either pity or confusion. I ignored it all and closed my eyes.

My eyes went open as I heard loud male voices and a couple foot steps. I looked up and was about to leave but it was too late. The boys walked up and looked down to me.

"You know how bad smoking is for you?" Jin said with an evil smirk.

"Yup." I said with an annoyed tone.

"Then why would you do it, it can kill you yah know? I mean if that's the case just keep smoking cause no one will miss you." Jin said with a smirk while glaring at me.

"Fuck off." I almost yelled as I rolled my eyes.

"Hm is someone's feelings hurt?" V said with a sad face making fun of me.

I slowly got up and grabbed my backpack.

"Oh now she's gunna storm of." JHope said as they all laughed.

"Guys we should go now" Jimin said while not making any eye contact with me.

"See you at school ugly." Jin said and they all left.

I sighed as I through the cigarette to the ground and stepped on it with my shoes. I remembered about the party so I walked home fatser than usual.

I got home quickly got into some shorts and a hoodie and redid my mascara. I quietly left my house and started walking to the address that Jinny gave me.