Fatal Love p.j.m

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I woke up, my head pounding form the hangover. I couldn't remember much but I obviously drank too much, I remembered going to the bathroom and being out in the garden with a girl, Jinny I'm pretty sure. I slowly stood up, my legs felt wobbly and I could barely keep myself up. My entire body felt like it was weighing twice my size, I was practicaly dragging my feet to just take a step. Almost falling I slowly made my way to the bathroom, I grabbed some pain medicine and took 4 pills.

That should work.

I stumbled down the stairs and looked for someone, I didn't recognize this house or place... it was all new to me, I heard a noise in the other room, I turned to see Jinny on the couch flipping through channels on the TV.
She turned her head hearing me.

"Morning sunshine" she said sarcastically.

"You too, hey what's for breakfast?" I said as I chuckled.

"Well since it's 1 pm I already had breakfast but you can make yourself whatever." She said with a smile, her eyes looked tired though, sleep deprived to be exact.

"Thanks" I say just loud enough for her to hear me.

I walked over to the kitchen and looked in the fridge, I saw some eggs and decided to make some. I scrambled 2 eggs in a pan. I ate that and my headache lightened up pretty soon.

"What day is it?" I call to her in the other room.

"Saturday, don't worry I wouldn't just let you miss school, I mean I probably would but whatever." She said as shrugged with a small smirk.

I smiled at her, she was one of my only friends and she was a cool girl. I grabbed my phone and headphones and sat outside. It wasn't cold in fact it was warm with a cool breeze that felt amazing. I realized there was no car or any sign of adults around.

Wonder where her parents are.

I didn't get to curious incase that was a touchy subject for her or something so I laid on the cool cement next to her gate and listened to music.

"Hey, want to go out and shop?" Jinny said with her head out the front door. Her voice scarred me at first from the quiet.

"Sure, let me get ready." I say as I get up and walk in the house.

I take a quick shower and brush and straighten my hair. Instead of it being in a high pony I let it down and rush out the door with Jinny.

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"Does this look cute?" She said as she walked out of the dressing room with some booty shorts and a crop top.

"It sure is revealing." I snicker.

She rolls her eyes and goes back in to change.

"Hey this would look cute on you."

She handed me a long sleeve crop top that had a dark pine green to it. It was soft and light weight. I wasn't one for shirts that revealed my stomach or any part of my body besides my arms and neck area. She looks up at me with puppy eyes. I sighed knowing I have been defeated.

"Fine" I said as I rolled my eyes.

"Also where this." she handed me some black short shorts, they weren't short enough to reveal my ass and we're just normal shorts really. They were a little high waisted which made me slightly more comftorble with the green crop top.

I swiped the clothes out of her hand and went to try them on.

"Ugh I look weird" I said as I looked in the mirror.

"Just come out already!"

I sigh and aggressively swiped the curtain so she could see me. She gasped smiling widely.

"Omg you look geogrous! Do you workout? Your body is amazing!! You must also be the clumsiest girl, your legs are full of bruises."

"What can I say, gravity just hates me." We both laughed at the joke and when she turned away I immediately stopped my fake laugh.

"Seriously I'm kinda jealous" She giggled

I blush at her compliments.

"I'm not used this" we both laughed.

"Maybe cause you always were baggy hoodies that cover up all this" She laughed and gestured towards me.

"I'm buying you this whether you want me to or not" She said smirking.

I rolled my eyes and chuckled.

She payed using one of her credit cards and I ended up wearing that out of the store. We went and got some warm Chai Tea.

I looked out of the window of the cafe and mentally face palmed. I sighed loud enough for Jinny to hear.

"What's wrong?" She showed a little bit of concern mixed with humor in her voice.

I moved my eyes to the guys and slightly nodded my head towards them.

"Oh, don't worry I bet they won't even recognize you in that outfit." She giggled and I couldn't help but laugh with her. I put in my headphones as she was checking her social media account. I told her I needed to be home soon. So I thanked her for the outfit, though I doubt I would ever wear it.

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I was a few blocks away from my house till I saw the boy group talking litterly 3 houses away from mine. I gulped, if they saw me they would know where I live which meant they could do anything to my house. I didn't make eye contact and quickly walked up to my house. They saw me alright but they didn't bug me, was it really the outfit?

I looked and saw them glaring at me.

They definitely know it's me.

I walked in, the house lights where on, I went to the kitchen and was about to close the shades from letting the boys see into my house but I was stopped with a slap to my face.

"Where have you been? Have you been walking around looking like a slut all day?!" My dad yelled with complete fury in his eyes. I was used to it though.

"Not that you care" I snapped back while rubbing my cheek.

He looked at me with fire in his eyes, his breath smelled of heavy alcohol and cigarette smoke, he grabbed my hair, I yelped from the pain. He dragged me out of the kitchen into the living room and threw me on my back, I winced and let a tear fall . He gave me a few beatings on my arms and legs and some on my stomach and two on my face. Usually he bruised me in areas that you couldn't see, but he didn't care and hit me right in the jaw and gave me a black eye. Tears started pouring form my eyes, but I made no sound.

I walked up to my room and slammed the door. I took a hot bath and sat there with my thoughts, half of me wanted it to end, wanted to put my head under water and not come back up, but I never had the guts to do it. I was also hopefull of maybe a future for me..and maybe a family...right? After the bath I got into my pjs and went back downstairs quietly to grab a glass of water. I went to the kitchen window, I never did close it...wait did the boys see- no-no they probably didn't care enough to notice. I closed the blinds and went to the living room and those windows where open as well. I closed them and went to bed.

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