Fatal Love p.j.m

t w e n t y s i x

My eyes where fuzzy and I started to get shaky as I saw the person in front of me moving quickly. I heard them speak my name and the voice was familiar.

"Mirae!" I heard them yell. My vision got clear and it was clear who it was.

"Jimin?" I said quietly.

"Are you ok? Are you bleeding badly? Where does it hurt? Who did this?" He started shooting questions at me while I slowly started to get up.

"Im fine." I say but realized I sounded annoyed. He looks at me with worry and pity. I hated that look and I had no idea why but I starter to get annoyed.

"How did you even get in here?" I ask now realizing the door was locked and he didn't have a key.

"I saw you on the floor and I got really worried so I...broke in. Im sorry I was just worried and-"

Before he could finish I hugged him quickly, he was shocked at first but then hugged back.

"Thank you, really...but I need some time alone right now, I'll see you in school." I said as I quickly left the hug and started to go to my room. He nodded and left.

I felt bad but I was getting angry at people so easily these days and I didn't want to snap at him or anything. I went to my room and locked the door. I fell into my bed wincing realizing I was still in pain so I got up and took some pain medicine which I was low on so I could only take two.

Hopefully this will be enough.

I go back to my bed and relax, I started to feel bad for making him leave... does he hate me? Or is mad? Or thinks I don't like him? I started to regret making him leave now feeling sad. I was so mad at everything, and sad, and I felt so alone. I didn't know what to do and I started to get frusterated with everything. I just needed a break from all this.

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In school was weird, everyone looked at me with hateful eyes, I had no idea why. I looked around to see that almost everyone was glaring at me except a few people here and there. I went to my locker and tried to ignore them. Jinny didn't seem to notice me, she wouldn't glare at me or anything but she also didn't talk to me. Jimin and his friends weren't at school but Jhope was so I would probably ask him what was going on. Lunch came and I sat in my normal spot I looked over to see Jhope looking at me. I turn back around and eat my lunch. Jinny was nowhere in sight and I was confused with the whole situation. I then see someone sit next to me and plop there tray down loudly next to me. I jump from the noise and look over to see Jhope sitting next to me. I was quiet for a moment and finally broke the silence.

Um... whats going on?" I ask quietly not making eye contact with him. He doesn't answer so I look over to him to see if he even heard me. He looks me straight into the eye and it sends shivers down my spine. He sighs and finally answers.

"I honestly don't know, theres something going on and I have no clue what."

"But why isn't Jimin and the other guys here?"

"I don't know, its not like them to ditch and not tell me. We usually ditch together." I chuckle at how he says the last sentence.

"Are you sad cause you got left out?" I say in a pouty voice to get on his nerves. 

"Fuck off" he says as he punches me on the shoulder. I laugh and he laughs but as it soon became quiet I realize that Im worried that they aren't here. Jhope says its not like them to do this and that worries me a lot.

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I skipped school today, I really don't know why though. I just didn't feel like going, my dad was gone so I just stayed in the house. I didn't want to deal with the drama. The lies, the rumors that no one will tell me about. I haven't seen Jimin and the boys in a while. Jhope was gone the next day after I spoke with him, that ass probably found the boys and left with them without telling me anything.

I looked down at my phone to see no new messages. I went to the community website where a lot of the students chat. My hands got pale and cold as I went to the Gossip section. I scrolled around looking for any rumors about me or the boys. I hated being on this website, its a huge area to easily get teased, cyber bullied, and so on. I scrolled through till I saw a topic that caught my eye. Is there Abuse going on? I clicked the subject and read through the comments my heart stopped and my hands started to shake.

I heard its Mirae bullying poor Eunji again. :(
-m_jisuu34

Everyone knows its her she even avoided school today, what a bitch.
-fkb_58oPpa

What the hell?! Shes actually abusing Eunji?! Who does she think she is!
-mw00s1n36

Omg, she doesn't deserve to live, shes so mean.
-gh_kurrl367

I just kept scrolling and comment after comment is the same, everyone thinks I did it. There was so much hate, it went from threats to name calling to saying how they felt bad that Eenji had to deal with this. A tear rolled down my cheek as I kept scrolling.

I found out what the rumor was.

I logged off and put my phone down. I went to the bathroom to take a shower. All those thoughts running through my head and one hit me hard. That psycho should just die. All the threats where stuck in my head and I feared school like never before. The water wasn't warm but I didn't care.

I ended up taking a bath so I could just lay down and try to relax. I was kind of out of it for a while and didn't even realize that I was crying. The water was cold and I didn't mind it, it kind of made me numb and feel better. After a while I finally got out of the tub, got into some pajamas and fell into my bed, I couldn't sleep at all and just kept tossing and turning. The times that I did fall asleep I had horrible nightmares and ended getting scared awake but I could never remember what specifically happened in those dreams. I was uncomfortable the whole night always changing positions. I looked up to my clock which read 4:27 am.

Yah yah I know its been a while mianhaeeee😭 forgive mee jebal ill try and update more regularly❤️