Fatal Love p.j.m

s e v e n t e e n

My throat closed up and my hands started to shake. I wanted to cry at such sight. I didn't know why I felt this way, I felt jealous, I felt angry.

Why should I care who he kisses?

I realize that I'm being stupid and shouldn't get mad, he hasn't even talked to me in a few days. He obviously doesn't care so why should I? I sighed quietly and turned around and walked to my class holding back tears. I didn't know why I wanted to cry so bad, maybe I was just having a bad day.

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I walked into the office with my dad to meet with the doctor.

"Your doing really well, the medication has been working really well." He says with a smile. I'm in too bad of a mood to smile back to him so I just nod.

"With this and the therapy next month we can get rid of it for good." He says with a smile. The smile was different not a fake smile or a smile with sympathy like all the nurses had always given me, a genuine smile. I felt a tiny bit of hope surge through me but stopped it almost immediately. I couldn't get my hopes up.

"Does the therapy next month mean...?" I didn't want to say the rest for I didn't want to say those words.

"We don't know, but it will definitely help you so I recommend it 100%" He says reassuringly. I nod and we talk about some other health things with me and my dad. My dad was not in the mood to be there and the doctor could sense it but it was required and it was his day off.

"How much?" My dad says with an angry tone. The doctor hands him a peice of paper and my dad shakes his head.

"Hell no." He said, I wasn't suprised even if he did have the money I don't think he would do it anyway.

"Sir, insurance will have to cover 30% of it not including there policy." The doctor said trying to change his mind.

My dad just shook his head and walked out. I sighed is sorrow knowing this was going to happen.

"Don't worry if you really don't have enough money your insurance can cover 90% of it, I'll make a call with your dad to notify him." I nod and the doctor smiles again and waves good bye. I walked outside to find my dad already gone driving to the house or the bar. I didn't want to go home for he would just blame me for everything.

I walked to a bench near the water. I went up to the water, took of my shoes and socks and let the water brush up on my feet. The water was really cold since the weather was starting to get colder. Fall was starting and I was excited for halloween. My dad used to leave the house and go drinking with buddies. That was before mom died so I was hoping he would be gone for a few days. Eat candy and watch horror movies all night, that's what I was excited about.

Someone sat next to me on the bench and I held my breath to see a girl.

"Stay away from Jimin." She says with a harsh tone. I gulped and jump back and stare at her. I felt the small pocket knife in my pocket. Ever since that day happened with her and her friends I carried it around with me.

"Relax I'm not going to do anything, I just don't want you to take him from me." She says with a smirk.

"It's hard for me to relax when you and your friends beat me up last time we met." She rolled her eyes

"Tsk, that's in the past. Friends?" She says with an evil smirk.

"I don't even know your fucking name, and hell no." I say taken back by what she just said. She chuckles.

"Names Eunji, and I was being sarcastic." She spat.

"You know your a real bitch."I say to her not afraid of her anymore now that she was alone. I turn to face her to imedietly feel a smack against my cheek.
My cheek stung like crazy.
Shit.
I look up to see her smirking.
"Don't talk to me that way ever whore!" I was angry and raised my hand to slap her back.

My hand was caught. I looked up to see Jimin standing there with no emotion looking at me. He tossed my hand down to my side and looked to Eunji. He then walked away with her. She looked back at me and smirked. I rolled my eyes looking at them two walking away. Jimin was walking next to her and she had her arm around him. He then kept nudging it off but soon put his arm around her. I sighed and turned around.

I went to the cliff edge and just layed on the grass. Not wanting to think about life, I didn't have any cigarettes with me so I was just laying there not knowing what to do. It started to get windy and chilly. I forced myself up and started walking home till my phone beeped.

Hey it's been a while, want to sleep over? - Jinny

I smiled to see her name it has been a while, it would be nice to see her again.

Sure - Mirae

I walked over to her house, again no parents around or anything, is she always by herself?

She opens the door with a smile and hugs me.

"Sorry for such late notice, but I was lonely and bored so I really wanted to see you, you know besides in school." I nod with a smile and we go upstairs to her bedroom.

She hands me a can of beer and grabs one for herself. We talk about stuff and catch up since it's been a while since we've actually talked. We laughed getting a little drunk. I stopped drinking cause I didn't want to pass out or anything. She kept drinking till I took it away and forced her to go to sleep. We were both in bed giggling and talking. She soon passed out and I did so too.

Sorry not much Mirae/Jimin stuff has happened lol. Hope you like it lol ❤❤❤❤