Fatal Love p.j.m

t w e l v e

Me and Jinny hug for a few moments both of us were ecstatic to see each other. My eyes were closed and I had a huge smile. We broke the hug and we're both still smiling. We sat down and started talking, she rambled on and on about her trip to Daegu to visit family. I listened to her the whole time, just happy to hear her voice.

"So I miss anything? You didn't replace me right?" She said trying to sound serious. I chuckled.

"No, no one in this school would want to be friends with me, and the same old same old here." She chuckles loudly. We talk for the rest of the lunch hour and it was great.

****

I walked to the park and sat down on the bench. I really didnt want to go home right away. I sat there with nothing specifically on my mind. I heard my stomach growl so I sighed slowly getting up and headed towards my house.

I walked in to see my dad in the kitchen finishing a bottle of vodka. He saw me before I could run up to my room.

"Hey, where ya been?" He slurred obvioulsy drunk and out of it.

"I was at the park, I'm going to do my homework in my room." I said as politely as possible so that he would just let me be.

"I saw you with that boy a few days ago, I thought of you as a lot of things but slut never came to mind." He says with drunk cocky smirk spread across his face.

"Hes just a friend" I say not looking at him because I know I would get furious and snap back.  I sharp pain went though my cheek as he slapped me.

"Look at me when I'm talking to you."   I felt tears comeing up but my anger held them back. He was about to slap me back but I stopped his hand and pushed him back. He tripped over his feet and hit his head against the edge of the counter. I immediately regretted everything I did.

What if he's dead?! I just hurt or maybe killed my own father...

I quickly grab my phone and called an ambulance.

****

A nurse walked out of his room and came up to me.

"He'll be fine, just hit his head , he has a slight concussion but it should be gone in a week or so." I sigh in relief and show a small smile.
"Do you know how he hit his head this hard?" I gulped but she didn't notice luckily.

"He said he was dizzy and I went up to him and he fell backwards and hit his head against the counter." I say calmly as if it really happened.

She nods and walks off writing something on a peice of paper. I feel the worst, guilt overcomes everything I'm feeling and all I could think of was how I hurt him, maybe almost killed him. I close my eyes and run out of the hospital. I run for a good 10 minutes till I'm out of breath. I pull out my headphones and sit down on the concrete. I rest and catch my breath for a few minutes. I walk back to my house and walk upstairs. I plop on my bead and cry quietly into my pillow untill I heard a knock on my front door. I grunt in annoyance and wipe away my tears but it didn't help since my eyes were still red and puffy from the crying. 

I open the door and was utterly shocked my who I saw. Park Jimin.

"What do you want?" I say in a cold voice looking down at his feet.

"Was just walking and I was near your house so I thought I could visit?" I sighed and opened the door to let him in. He walked in looking at all the bottles and cigarettes around in the living room.

"Sorry for the mess I didn't know I would be having visitors." I say noticing how much a pigstie my house looked.

"It's fine I dont care." He said with a small reassuring smile.

"So wheres your dad?" He said in his normal monotone voice.

"Um the hospital he hit his head on the counter." I looked over to find a few drops of blood still there. I shiver at the site.

"Oh was it cause he was drunk?" He says with a little humor trying to lighten the mood. I sigh in sorrow.

"No- I mean yes but it's because I pushed him.." I mumbled that last few words.

"Oh" He says with no emotion. That was not the reaction I was expecting. I looked over to him to see him looking around with a cold look. I mentally sighed and turned around.

"Um my rooms upstairs, it's the cleanest room in this house soo"

"Ok" He just nods and follows me up the stairs. I sit on my bed and he sits in a chair in the corner.

We end up talking about how much we hated school and it slowly became less awkward after an hour or so. I look at the time and didn't even realize how fast it went by.

"It's getting late, you should probably head home." I say to him with a small smile.i got up from the bed and he did the same. I turned around to see him right behind me.

"Personal space" I giggle and nudge him backwards. He chuckles and steps closers to me slowly inching closer and closer to my face. We weren't even an inch apart. I could feel his breath on my neck. I could feel butterflys in my stomach flying around like crazy. I felt my cheeks getting hot and my heart felt like it was going to beat out of my chest.

I turn my head and looked away not being able to speak let alone ask him what the fuck he was doing. He then started laughing and backed away from me.

"Pabo, you actually thought I was going to kiss you!" He says as he bursts into laughter almost falling down on the floor. I roll my eyes.

"Yah, what else am I supposed to think when your that close to my face!" I punch him on the shoulder.

He chuckles heading down my stairs.
I open the door for him and acted like I'm mad while I struggle to keep myself from laughing.

"See you later I guess." He says as he chuckles and walks out.