Fatal Love p.j.m

t w e n t y o n e

I woke up and winced in pain. My stomach hurt so bad. It hurt so much just to breath. I slowly opened my eyes and sat up. The pain was bad but I could still stand. I slowly got to my feet, balancing myself and slowly walked to my backpack. I grabbed the pills and went to the bathroom to get some water. I took the amount needed and stared in the mirror looking at the bruises on my jaw and the cut on my cheek. It was purple and red and -at least to me- was very noticeable. I sighed heavily and turned into the hall and headed towards the living room.

I smelt cigarette smoke and imedietly wanted to smoke myself. I walked into the living room to see JHope smoking and Jin passed out on the couch. I look in to the kitchen to see V on his phone with headphones on. Jimin wasn't there.

"Your up." JHope says while breathing out smoke.

"Yah...can I have one?" I say now really craving one. He looks at me with a -do I have to?- face and I give him puppy eyes. He scoffs, turns around to grab a cigarette and a lighter and hands me it.

"Thanks." I say even though I know he didn't want to give me one. I light it and breath in the smoke feeling much better then I had a moment ago. I flopped on the couch and closed my eyes breathing in more smoke.

"Thanks for leaving that note on the bed you asshole." He says while lightly smacking the back of my head.

"Yah! Well I had to get out I was going to go crazy if I didn't. " I said trying to defend myself.

"Yah and look what happened! You could've gotten killed if Jimin and Jin didn't find you." He scoffs with a straight face.

"At least Jimin doesn't hate me any more. Where is he anyway?" Now wondering why he wasn't here.

"Unlike us he has a parent that actually cares for him. His mom is home so he has to be home." I nod understanding.

"What's your guys story?" I say now curious to what he meant by "unlike us". He sighs heavily and turns to face me, then he faces the front not makimg eye contact with me.

"My parents have been missing and presumed dead since I was in 6th grade, Jin lives with his rich aunt who is always gone in the city, Jimins dad is dead but he still has his mother, and V's parents are gone off to who knows where and shows up maybe once every 3 to 4 years." I was shocked to hear that all of them had though pasts, since they acted like they were perfect and ruled the school.

"Oh wow, um sor-" was all I could say before he interrupted me.

"Don't say it, I've heard it so many times. Sorry for your loss blah blah blah, you don't need to say anything." He says with annoyance, but in his eyes I saw sadness.

The door opened and we turned around to see Jimin walking in.

"And she's finally up!" He says obnoxiously with a smirk. I roll my eyes and turned back around putting the cigarette to my lips.

"Hey you should act nice since me and Jin saved your fucking ass last night." He says with an evil smirk.

"Thanks, your so kind." I say sarcastically. He rolled his eyes and turned around walking to the kitchen while flipping me off. I mentally roll my eyes.

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"Maybe you should've just let them beat me up!" I scream at him. This was a huge fight me and Jimin got into over something so stupid, why did he bring up the fact that it was suspicious that I left school right after Eunji got hit. I'v been here for a few days after everything that happened and it seemed like we were getting along just fine, in fact I thought we were getting closer at some times.

"Next time I will since your only ungrateful! You acting like a bitch because I saved you?! Yah that makes sense!" He yelled back. When he first brought up the whole subject Jin rolled his eyes and left the room. Soon after the argument started to get heated JHope left too. V was still there watching the whole scene like a movie.

"I'm acting like bitch!? Your the one who brought up this whole mess! Your such a jerk!" I almost scream.

"No your not acting like a bitch, your acting like a psycho!" He spat quickly. I started to get upset, not from the word bitch because that word didn't really affect me anymore. "Psycho" is what got me, I hated that word. It was so judgmental and so harsh to me personally. He stood there and he looked shocked at what he said. I was shocked too. I felt tears rising so I acted as pissed as I could and stormed off before a single tear could even leave my eye.

I slammed my bedroom door and screamed into the pillow out of anger and sadness and frustration while crying. I looked over to my backpack. I started to pack my backpack with the little amount of clothes I had. While I was shoveling things into the bag my door opened.

I turned to see Jimin staring there looking guilty. I was glad that he felt guilty, he should after what happened. I turn back around and ignored him.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean what I said." He said with a sad voice. I continued to ignore him and packed my stuff.

"Please say something." He said with sorrow. I started to feel bad, No don't... I felt him gently grab my wrist so that I would face him. Finally after looking away to the side I looked at him and we looked in each others eyes. It was completely silent. I looked down to his lips. I saw him lick his lips as we stared into each other's eyes.

"I'm sorry" He said after a few moments of silence, I wanted to look away. I slowly turned my head until he pulled my wrist so I turned back around and before I knew it our lips met. I was shocked and my eyes were wide open at what was happening. I slowly closed my eyes feeling my cheeks burn up. I kissed him back. We slowly parted our lips and I looked at his eyes, he looked down at me and went in for a hug.

"I'm sorry" He repeated as he wiped away a tear on my cheek.

Hope you guys like this chapter, a little more cute scenes with Jimin 😊 ❤❤❤