Please Stay... (A Pen Fanfic)

Part 20: Seeing Jen

Pat's POV

I stare at the wall, sitting on my bed. I miss Jen so much... I wonder how she's doing. I wish she were here. We could play video games, hang out, cuddle... A voice interrupts my thoughts.

"Pat..." It's mom. "I'm very sorry about what happened earlier, but she just deserves to die. She's just so stupid... She's an idiot. I'm not letting my son hang out with someone as ugly as her. Oh, and you and Frannie are divorcing, she's way too clingy. And she'll probably kill you, ya know." I don't say anything. Jen deserves a wonderful life with me. She's my everything... I can't lose her. She can't die. I really hope she's ok. Then, mom leaves, and I hear a knock on the window. I look outside. There's a man at the window. I get up and open it.

"Hello?" I ask. "It's Wallace," he says, "Jen's dad." "Wait," I say, "I thought you–"

"I did, but the doctors were able to revive me. Where's your phone?" "My mom took it," I say, "and I can't get it back. She won't let me have it because she doesn't want me talking to Jen."

"I think something's wrong with her," he says, "she isn't answering her phone. I'm worried."

"Let's go find her then!" I exclaim, and go out the window with Wallace.

Pat's Mom's POV

That Jen girl is so stupid and ugly... What's wrong with Pat? He can't love that idiot. His phone rings, and I let it go to voicemail. Then, I play it back.

Pat? It's me, Jen. Listen, I tried to kill myself again. I'm so sorry... I really am... What your mom said really got to me... They said no visitors but I need you here... Please......

Haha, that little slug actually tried to kill herself. I wish she actually succeeded...

*Le Skip Of Time*

We arrive at Matthias and Amanda's house. I hope Jen's ok, I'm scared. We walk inside.

"Where's Jen?" I ask.

"They won't let anyone see her," Amanda says.

"What happened!?" Wallace exclaims.

"She tried to kill herself again," Matthias explains, "we found her passed out in the bathroom, blood on her stomach and neck. She's in the hospital now, but no one is allowed to see her. She won't answer her phone either." "Come on," I say, dragging Matthias and Amanda to the car. Wallace follows. "We're going to see her."

Jen's POV

I stare at the wall. It's blank, white, no color. I feel so hopeless here... I should've just killed myself when I had the chance... Anything would be better than this. Well, anything but home. I wish Pat was here... I miss him so much. I just want him to wrap me up tightly in his arms and hug me, never letting go. He'd kiss me on the forehead and lips, and just snuggle. I just need a hug from him right now. I feel so sad... So depressed... I can't take it anymore. I pound my fist into the wall, tears flowing down my cheeks. My throat closes up. I make another fist and pound it into my face. It does nothing, I'm not strong enough. It just makes me cry even harder. I bury my head into the pillow, scratching myself with my long nails. It hurts. I bleed, and it feels good. I just want to die.

Pat's POV

We walk into the hospital. "Go to her," Wallace says to me, "go see your girlfriend. Make her happy." I smile a little, just thinking of her beautiful face, and walk up to the front desk.

"Hello?" I ask, "I'm here to see Jennifer Carter."

"There's no visitors allowed in her room," she says, "she tried to kill herself. We can't let anyone in. We don't want anything else to happen to her."

"I NEED TO SEE HER!" I shout, "I JUST HAVE TO!!! SHE WANTS ME THERE BESIDE HER, I JUST KNOW IT!! I CAN HELP HER THROUGH THIS!" Her words hit me hard.

"Then why didn't you stop her?"

Why didn't I? I could've done something, right? Right? I should've done something. No, I tell myself. Mom dragged you away, and she probably would've hurt Jen more than she hurt herself if I had disobeyed. I know she would've. I feel my face heating up and getting redder. I make a fist. "Let. Me. See. Her." I grit, and she swallows nervously, afraid of my strength.

"Ssssuuu... Sure..." She stutters, "She's in room B211." I walk past her and into Jen's room. Everyone else follows behind me, waiting outside the door. I walk up to her bed.

"Jen?" I ask.

Jen's POV

I hear a voice. "Jen?" It asks. It's Pat... Tears blur my vision. I reach up, showing him that I want a hug. I stretch my arms out in front of me, and he hugs me tightly. Tears stream down my face and soak his shirt. But right now, I don't care. He's here... He cares... I squeeze him back, not wanting to let go. "I'm so glad you're ok," he whispers, "I don't know what I would've done without you, love." I smile. He called me love. He pulls away, only to kiss me. His lips press against mine, and a warm sensation fills my body. He releases, and kissed my forehead. "I love you," he whispers, "more than anything in the whole world." I smile.

"I love you too," I whisper back, and Pat slowly pulls away. Then, Matthias and Amanda enter the room. As well as another man. I can't tell who he is, I'm crying too hard. He walks up to me.

"Jen..." He whispers, "it's Wallace." I start crying harder as he hugs me.

"But.... I... I... I thought you were..." He interrupts me. "Dead? No, the doctors were able to revive me. So I survived." He has a huge smile on his face. I bury my face in his shoulder as he hugs me tight. I feel so loved... Why did I even try to kill myself in the first place. I have Pat... Wallace... Matt... Amanda... Dan... Jem... I have so many friends... And a super amazing boyfriend and father... I love life.................