Please Stay... (A Pen Fanfic)

Part 21:

Credits to my friend Dan for helping me with the idea for this part. I don't know your Wattpad account anymore but you know who you are :)

Pat's POV

I stare lovingly into Jen's eyes. She smiles, her eyes welling with tears. She looks like she's in so much pain. I feel so bad for her. She's had a horrible life for the past 18 years. Her brother abused her... Her mom died... Her father kidnapped her and tried to kill her... Frannie and everyone else at school horribly bullied her... Her best friend turned on her.... And she tries to kill herself once she's finally happy. I hug her again, and she hugs me back, her arms reaching up and wrapping around my neck. I smile and kiss her. I'm just so glad that she's ok, and not dead. I'd probably kill myself if I didn't have her keeping me happy.

"What made you do it?" Amanda asks, and Jen sniffles, pulling away from the kiss.

"It... it... it was... Pats mom..." she whispers, "what she said... About me being worthless... And stupid... And hurting Pat... It just got to me, ya know?" She starts crying harder, and I hug her tight again. I love her so much........ Then, I hear a knock on the door. It must be a doctor. Or a nurse. I open it.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN HERE!?" She exclaims, "NO VISITORS ALLOWED!! NOW LEAVE!!!" We walk out the door. I whisper,

"Bye, I love you...."

"Bye..." Jen whispers back, "I... I love you too....." Then we leave, and I look back into her room and see her broken down and crying.

*Hours Later*

I get out of Amanda's car. She and Matthias dropped me off at my house. Wallace is staying at their house.

"Bye!" I exclaim, waving, and walk up to my house. I knock on the door, and my mom opens it.

"PAT!" She exclaims, "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!?"

"I... I..." I stutter, "I just went to a friend's house," I say.

"COME INSIDE RIGHT NOW!!" She exclaims, and pulls me through the door. "YOU WORTHLESS....!!!!" She's interrupted by my dad, who walks up to me holding a belt in his hand. I shake in fear as he walks up to me, smirking evilly.

"You little...." He whips me with it, until I'm laying on the floor, bleeding like crazy. "Guess who just called?" Dad asks, "It was the nurse. Jen's dead!" He has a huge smile on his face.

"What......." I say, and immediately start crying. The love of my life is dead...... I can't take it anymore! I run upstairs, and grab a pen and a piece of paper.

Dear mom and dad,
I used to love you. In fact, I still DO love you. Sort of. I mean, you forced me to date Frannie, the bully, and marry her. So actually, I hate you. So freaking much. You've said so many mean things to Jen, she's been abused pretty much all her life, and she's finally cracked. She's finally gone and done it, and now she's dead. And now I will be, too. Goodbye forever,
-Pat

Tears stain the paper. I grab the knife, and point it towards my chest. I have nothing to live for.... Anymore....

Pat's Mom's POV

"Pat!?" I yell up to him, "Pat!?" He doesn't respond. I hope he's ok.... Maybe we were too harsh on him.... My husband walks up to me.

"What's the matter?" He asks me.

"Well..." I say, "I've been thinking..." "Yeah!" He exclaims, "Spit it out!"

"Maybe we've been too harsh on Pat. We should apologize. I feel bad for how we've been treating him."

"Alright..." He says, and we walk upstairs to his room. "Pat?" My husband asks, "Pat?" We open the door, and walk inside. The window is open, and there's a knife on the floor. Then, we see the note laying on his bed.

Dear mom and dad,
I used to love you. In fact, I still DO love you. Sort of. I mean, you forced me to date Frannie, the bully, and marry her. So actually, I hate you. So freaking much. You've said so many mean things to Jen, she's been abused pretty much all her life, and she's finally cracked. She's finally gone and done it, and now she's dead. And I will be, too. Goodbye forever,
-Pat

I stare at the tear stains all over it, and the shaky handwriting. WHAT DID HE DO!?!? I just stare at it. Maybe we've been treating him badly? I mean, we did force him to date and marry Frannie. And I have heard that she was kind of a bully... I stare at my husband. There's sadness and tears in his eyes. He hugs me, and I hug him back. Pat is dead.... Our son, our only son, dead...... He killed himself......

"Is he really gone?" My husband asks, "I'm really gonna miss him....."

"He hates us... I guess we just didn't notice what Jen was going through....... And how much Pat loved her....."

"I guess Frannie really was the bad guy." My husband hugs me, and I hug him back, sobbing

"Pat didn't deserve any of this. He had us, a loving family, a lot of friends..." Tears blur my vision, and my husband hugs me tighter and kisses me.

"It's ok," he whispers, "I guess he's in a better place now. Without us. We made his life a living hell. And we didn't even notice." We just hug each other tightly, silence overcoming us. Then Lola walks in.

"What happened!?" She asks, "I heard you guys crying." We hand her the letter, and she slowly reads it, puzzled.

"Pat... Your brother... He... He killed himself." I tell her.

"What!?" She exclaims, "Why!? He had so much to live for... He was only 20. He had so many years left....." She joins us in the hug. Now we're all crying. "He's gonna make a good angel..." She whispers, hugging us tighter. I can't believe he's actually gone... Forever...

The End!!!!!

(Jk there's one more part coming up)