Wonderland ~ Kavi

7~ Lonely girl.

~ Disclaimer ; this chapter will contain sensitive content mention of self harm, dark thoughts so if you don't want to read it or skip this out it is completely fine ALSO! please check out the music as well that goes long with each chapter ~

.

.

.

.

.

.

"Kirstin Maldonado you are being released your father is here to pick you up." the officer said as he undid her handcuffs, keeping her head down she walked out of the police station as she got into the car.

It was silent as she could feel her dad's burning gaze.

"Kirstin Taylor Maldonado...really? We raised you better than this, vandalising school property, sneaking out at night to get chased by police, get a tattoo."

Kirstin looked at him when she heard that, "oh yea I have seen it couldn't hide that one, but seriously Kirstin what is wrong?"

"You really wanna know?" she asked not looking at him,

"Of course I do me and your mother care about you honey."

"Then let me be my own person..I don't need your judgement to live my life, you had your chance to live your life but you didn't take that opportunity, I am not going to inherit your company I don't want to" Kirstin ranted as she was trying so hard not to cry.

Her dad sat there before he started the car and drove, the rest of the car ride home was quiet as either person knew what they wanted to say, when reaching home before they walked through the front door Kirstin's dad grabbed her into a hug.

This was rare for her as she didn't know how to respond so she patted her dad's back.

Walking in she avoided her mother as she walked straight up stairs into her bedroom where she sat for a few seconds before rummaging through her drawers to find one certain object....she never thought she would pick it up again but here they were.

It stung but it made her feel numb like her worries bled out of her as she felt free. Not cutting too deep she done three medium size cuts on her arm before patching herself up. Opening a box of cigarettes and sitting at her window, the flame flickered in her eyes as she lit it. 

Taking one big drag before releasing the smoke into the cold air, she gazed up into the stars oh how she would love to dance among them and feel no worries.

~

She walked into school the day after as she avoided both of her friends and walked into chemistry where Avi was already sat, he was going over his notes before he looked up and gave her a small smile, which she did not return.

"Hey? "

She said nothing,

"Kirst? Are you ok"

Still nothing, as she reached over to grab one of the work sheets her sleeve slid up revealing the gauze.

"Kirstin what happened?" Avi said as he leaned over to touch her arm, she quickly removed it out of his reach before speaking.

"It's nothing Avi drop it"

"But-"

"DROP IT" she said in a serious tone which Avi nodded and looked back down at the table.

Throughout the whole of class Kirstin wasn't herself and Avi wanted to know why, so after class Avi went on the hunt to try and find Scott or Mitch.