Wonderland ~ Kavi

12 ~ Nothing holdin' me back

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They took a bus and traveled for a while into the night, Avi let Kirstin lead him into the night as well as through places to start their adventure. They stopped somewhere out of the town as they made a small hike, reaching the top of the small hill as it looked over the town, glowing in the night.

Avi's phone vibrated in his pocket when he took it out he saw that he had miss calls from his mum, Kevin and his dad. He fought with himself to see if he should answer the calls, Kirstin looked at his phone, her smile fell before she spoke.

"I will give you a choice...either answer it and go home or leave it and live a little."

Avi looked from his phone to Kirstin,

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He placed the phone back in his pocket.

"I only need you" he said placing a soft kiss to the top of Kirstin's head as he laced his fingers in with her hands.

"Even though I am so happy but we are so dead when we go back." she laughed, "but I'm enjoying this adventure"

"And i'm happy to be spending it with you." Avi spoke.

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Avi's POV - 

(the song helps with this scene)

We found a small motel and snuck into one of the empty rooms to stay for the night. My phone has not stopped calling, even though it is on silent I a still see the calls.

Apart of me is scared about what my mother will say, but Kirstin is right I can't live in my mother's shadow I need to be my own person.

I sat there watching her as she was asleep in my arms, ok that sounds super creepy but I swear we was sleeping.

Apart of me feels this rush of being bad but also i'm scared, in this mixture of emotion that I like and why didn't I try this before.

My hand trailed up and down her back, while she sleeps, enjoying the feel I notice that she moves closer to me, which makes my heart beat faster... and I like it.

I'm nervous but I enjoy the thrill this is giving me.

Kirstin's eyes open as she looked at me, her face is soft everything is perfect.

Apart of me is resisting the urge to lean down and capture those soft lips.

"Can- can I kiss you?" I say in a soft whisper, at this moment it feels like time is still.

She looks me in the eye, laughs before she nods her head. "Yea" she whispers back.

I lean down histantly my hand cressing her face as I place my lips on hers, first it's soft and shy, she giggles and I pull away.

"What's wrong?" I ask as she gives me a smile that makes me melt.

"Nothing just so shy and cute, come here lumberjack" in a hush tone as she leaned up her hands either side of my face as she kissed me again but this time it was more confident.

When she pulled away I felt my cheeks blush, "I liked that" I said as she still had hold of my face.

We stared at each other for what seemed like years, captured in our own presence, love, passion.

Breaking away I was taken back at the new found confidence. I gently pushed her down as I leaned over her capturing her in another kiss.

'I have so much love to give but i'm scared to give it away' - Marley C // Hiding

That day we shared small kisses and soft touches acting like we didn't have a care in the world and we was on cloud nine, the way out hands fit like a puzzle and how we knew what we wanted.

I liked this, looking at the girl who made my heart race but in a good way, made my knees weak when she laughed and her unique personality and style of clothing.

This is what I wanted, not some stuck up bimbo who doesn't live in the real world and only wants to be with me because my parents have money.

Kirstin was different,

And I liked different.

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(you thought this was the end...)

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Kirstin POV -

Morning rolled around as we was both tangled in each other, last night was something.

The way we touched, and caressed each other along with the soft kisses that made me feel warm inside.

I was watching my prince charming, the beanie askew on his head revealing some stray baby hairs from his head.

Leaning up to gently brush them away, he didn't move, I smiled.

He was my good boy while I was his bad girl... cliche I know but that's how perfect matches happen right?

'You look at me, I look at you and something happens. I feel myself more than I ever have. I feel like I belong for the first time, I am free. I love you' - R.M Drake

His face was still but peaceful, and this is what I liked, how something so peaceful could have a deep voice that made me feel protected. 

Apart of me worries that will happen when we return to the town, but right now I am enjoying this lovely adventure that I am going to take with someone who I trust.

Run away with me Avi.

Nothing is holding me back Kirstin.