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Jensen Henley
Today: 10:22pm
Her mom died last year.
What are you talking about? Whose mom?
Paris. Her mom died last year right on our one year anniversary day.
I didn't realize you two have been dating so long. And wow that's awful.
It's a little more than awful. Now every year on our anniversary she's going to be reminded of her mother's death.
...
You asked me why I'm dating her.
It sounds really shallow but I feel like she needs me, you know? And while her mom dying on our anniversary should have made her hate me it somehow made her even more...idk...
Clingy?
Yeah...
I care about Paris I really do. You can't be with someone this long and not love them in some way right?
Yeah of course.
But...idk I feel like ever since you asked me that it's gotten me thinking. And idk if that's a good or bad thing.
Only you can discern that.
I mean I think it's good that you care enough and you're sensitive to the fact that she's in a fragile state right now but...
Idk isn't important for you to be happy too?
What do you mean. Who says I'm not happy...
No one I'm just saying.
You're just saying what, Henley?
I'm sorry to be blunt but have you ever even been in a long term relationship?
Well no.
Then you can't possibly understand the feeling of knowing that someone else's happiness relies on you. It's a lot to handle and I don't take lightly.
You're right.
I'm sorry.
Me too. And you're right too you know. I'm not exactly in the happiest relationship but I mean what can I do about it?
Goodnight, Jensen.
Goodnight Henley.
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