So yeah I'm back
back to the start
back to the past
I promise myself
I wouldn't come near
this filthy nightmare
but I broke my promise
I broke the rule
and now I'm stuck hear
hearing again my fears
This is my punishment
for being stupid
this is my curse
for not being true
I tried to change
but it didn't work
I tried to return
but where??
The only thing I could do
is seeing my past passing through
Now I'm stuck in the past
I'm stuck in my reality
I can't scape
I can't go
I need someone
To help me let go
I now I'm not alone
I now can call for help
but every time I scream
nobody hears
my big fear
that loneliness leaves
I guess I can't unfold
the mysteries in my heart
I don't understand myself
I don't know what is wrong
but the only thing I do is cry
cause is the only thing
that keeps me alive
with that I know that I'm human
I know that this pain
will go away someday
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PoetryPoems from the lonely heart that always silence what they want to say. Mostly for fear of starting something they don't want to see it end.
