Just don't

Disappointed

Most of the time
I just wanna be me
I want to stop this feeling
that makes me believe in other

cause most of the time
it doesn't matter who he/she is
I alway expect to much from people
I always want to believe
that every time it would be different

but it always the same story
the same thing
they always end up disappointing me
disappointing them

then they come back
and expect that nothing change
that I would be there
no matter what it takes

but it's not that easy being here
cause after some time I get tired
tired of waiting
tired of expecting

Is it to much to ask
someone who stays
and don't disappoint
the person I am

I always try
to keep some hope
and don't give up
but I guess I reach my limit
Sorry if I'm not fighting
for not trying
but now it doesn't matter
after all you as gone as me