Our Broken Heart

Never Coming Back

Ian's Pov

"See you tomorrow Gallagher!!" Sam said exiting the locker room.

It was another long day today and I just wanted to head to my apartment and knock out. Unfortunately I had to head over to Fiona's for some family dinner. Everyone was supposed to be there if some shit didn't come up like usual.

Going through my bag I grabbed my pills and took one. I had gotten better at managing my medication. I was bipolar and I had accepted that.

Picking up my stuff I walked outside and started toward the L. I've been a EMT for two years and still don't have a car. I could buy one I just preferred to ride the train.

It took a total of twenty minutes to reach my stop. I got off and headed down the street. My head was full of thoughts and memories that occurred here.

The memories were dangerous. They always brought me back to one person and I tried not to think about him and spare myself the pain.

"Ian!!" Debbie cheered when she answered the door. Franny was on her hip playing with her mothers hair.

"Hey Debs" I sighed giving her a small hug before walking in.

The house was still the same. The only ones that really stayed here was Deb's, Franny, Fiona, Carl and Liam. Even then Carl was barely home and Debbie went to school and worked. It was the same for Fiona.

"Are you okay?" Debbie asked concerned while putting Franny down to play with her toys.

"I'm good. Everyone else here?" I questioned putting my stuff by the door.

"Yeah, they're in the kitchen. Come on" she spoke leading me towards the room.

"Ian!!" Liam yelled tackling my legs. I picked him up and carried him to the table before having a seat next to Lip.

"Glad you could make it" Fiona spoke.

"Yeah" I mumbled taking a plate.

"So how's the job?" Lip questioned.

"Fine" I said eating.

"You meet anyone knew?" Debbie asked smiling.

"No and what's with all the questions? I thought this was dinner not an intervention" I groaned looking at them.

"We're worried Ian" Fiona sighed.

"About what? I'm taking my medication and I haven't gotten into any trouble" I spoke crossing my arms.

"We're just concerned. When's the last time you've been in a relationship?" Lip asked.

"Couple months. Most the guys I've gone out with weren't very interesting so we broke up" I murmured.

The relationships I've been in didn't go so well. They were all nice men but, they're was something missing with each and everyone.

I mean the first couple of weeks would be fine but, then I'd get bored and break up with them. Or I would tell them about my condition and they'd leave which was fine because I would of broken it off anyway.

"You sure it wasn't the fact that none of the guys were Mickey" Fiona stated.

"He has nothing to do with it" I whispered looking down.

"Ian, he left two years ago. He isn't coming back. You know that right. It's time you move on" Lip spoke.

"Move on. What the hell you think I've been trying to do?!? You know what do me a favor and mind your business" I snapped standing up from the table and walking towards the door.

"We're just worried about you Ian!!"Fiona shouted causing me to turn around.

"I'm fine. What Mickey and I had is over. Not that any of you understood what we had. What he meant to me. He left and I've accepted it but, that don't mean it doesn't hurt every fucking day I wake up and realize the person that meant more to me than anything is gone and he's never coming back" I told them before leaving.

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I decided to finally post this since I'm almost finished with my other books. So tell me what you guys think. Is it good or is it missing something? What you think about Ian going off on his siblings? VOTE/ COMMENT
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