Our Broken Heart

Your Choice

Ian's Pov

After I left Mickey in the kitchen I headed upstairs back to the bed. It had been two years since we had sex but, it was like riding a bike. I knew his body just as well as my own and it was complete bliss being with him.

Everything fell away as I fucked him up against the kitchen counter. It was like he never left, like I never walked away. I had missed him so much and having sex just reminded me of what I lost.

"Fuck!" I cursed falling back onto the bed.

I lied there and stared at the ceiling. When I heard the door creak open I lifted my head and watched Mickey enter. He didn't say anything as he came over and straddled my waist.

Raising my hands I placed them on his hips and left them there as I stared into his eyes. His face was guarded but, I could always tell his emotions through his eyes. They gave him away.

"Let's sleep Gallagher" he said sliding off to the side of the bed and getting comfortable under the covers.

"What about the twink?" I asked watching him.

"Just sleep Ian. Please" Mick sighed pulling me down next to him.

I wrapped my arms around him and placed my head at the crook of his neck. I hadn't slept this way in years and once my eyes closed I was dead to the world.

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The next morning when I woke up it was to an empty bed. Glancing around I checked and didn't see Mickey. I groaned before getting out of the bed and heading towards the shower.

I already had a good idea of where he was and it pissed me off. It felt like we were teenagers again, sneaking around. I hated hiding and unfortunately it was something Mickey was good at.

When I was finished with my shower I got dressed in a long sleeve white shirt and a pair of jeans. Heading downstairs I started to smell someone cooking breakfast. Stepping in the kitchen I had to fight back a glare as I took in the sight before me.

Everyone was in the kitchen, Josephine and Gabriela were cooking. Mandy was talking to her fiance but, what really disturbed me was the couple making out in the corner. The twink was all over Mick laughing and smiling.

"Morning Ian" Mandy said when she saw me.

"Morning" I mumbled taking a seat at the table.

"Here you go" Gabriela said handing me a plate.

I thanked her and started to eat. I kept my eyes on my plate not wanting to look at the asshole in front of me.

"So Ian and Mickey you guys need to go into town and pick up your suits and make sure they fit for tomorrow. I'm so excited" Many spoke.

"Whatever" Mick said and I just nodded.

"Well I have to make sure all the last minute arrangements are done. Then tomorrow I will be officially married" she sighed happily. I grinned at how far she's come. I was proud of her.

"Well mind as well head into town now" I spoke standing up. I placed my plate in the sink before turning around.

"Mickey go with him. Then you'll both have it done and over with early" the twink said.

"Alright let me go get dressed" he groaned getting up.

I bit my tongue as I watched him kiss his boyfriend before leaving. Deciding to just wait in the living room until he was finished I exited the kitchen. I took a seat on the sofa and pulled out my phone to play Candy Crush.

Twenty minutes later Mick walked in and I had to stop myself from drooling at how good he looked. He was wearing a pair of black jeans, a red T-shirt, combat boots and his leather jacket.

"Ready?" he asked.

Nodding I stood up and followed him out of the house and to his car. We got in and he quickly started driving. The whole ride was spent in silence. Neither one of us spoke a word.

When we finally arrived to the place Mick and I got out and headed inside. There was already a man waiting for us and before we could blink he was pushing us into dressing rooms with the suits.

"Ass" I grumbled removing my clothes. I put on the tux and when I was finished, left the room.

"It looks like a good fit, just a few alterations with the length of the pants" the man said kneeling down. I watched him pin the fabric to the right length.

"Man I feel like a douche bag in this thing" I heard Mick groan. Turning my head to the left I smiled when I saw him coming up to me in his nice tux.

"You look good Mickey" I spoke.

"Thanks Gallagher" he sighed looking in the mirror in front of us.

"Magnificent, the suit fits you perfectly" the guy told Mickey.

"Thanks" he mumbled.

"I'll be back. I have to check on another client" the man said before walking away.

"Ugh! I hate this thing" Mickey complained.

"It's only for one day. Just pretend for one day. Should be easy for you, since your so good at it" I breathed.

"I'm sorry about last night" he sighed glancing at me.

"No your not because when I walked in the kitchen you were all to comfortable with that twink of yours" I said glaring at him.

"I'm in a relationship Ian. What do you want from me? You can't just walk back into my life and expect me to drop everything for you" he snapped.

"Your right. I don't know what the hell I was thinking coming here. Fiona and Lip were right, I need to move on" I sighed going back to the dressing room.

I went to close the door when Mick walked in. I went to tell him to get out when he pushed me against the wall and captured my lips. Memories from last night appeared in my head but, then I remembered this morning and how I woke up alone.

"No Mickey" I spoke pushing him away.

"I thought this is what you wanted" he groaned.

"No this isn't what I want. I don't want to have to sneak around and hide. We've done that and I already told you I'm not doing it again. I want you to choose me" I told him.

"I can't" he whispered looking down. I just nodded my head because I knew he'd say that but, I was hoping I'd be wrong.

"Fine. After the wedding tomorrow, I'm going back home. We'll never see each other again. I just hope that you can live with the choice you made Mickey" I murmured before leaving the room. I had tried and once again I was left broken.

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One more chapter left. Kind of don't want it to end but, at last it is time. Will Mickey just let Ian go or will he fight for him? Should Ian just give up?

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