Our Broken Heart

Easily Broken

Ian's Pov

The next morning I got up and packed me some clothes for the trip. I had called my boss and told her I needed some time off. She agreed since I had vacation days saved up.

I was going to head over to the house first and let everyone know I was leaving. I didn't want them to worry about my sudden disappearance. Which was kind of funny since I had managed to enlist in the army without any of them noticing. I kind of just wanted to leave so I didn't have to hear what Fiona was going to say.

Grabbing my duffle bag and phone I headed out to the L. On the ride there I thought about the past and the things Mickey and I have been through.

He's the only person other than Lip that really took care of me when I had my episodes. He always looked out for my best interest. Mickey protected me like I did him. We watched over each other.

I remember the day I visited him in jail and he asked me to wait for him. At the time I was just thinking about how long he'd be away and he asked me to lie to him.

No matter what, I tried to move on with other people but, it never lasted. One day things would be fine and then all of a sudden Mick would pop up in my thoughts. I would start reminiscing over things we did and the relationship would fall apart.

When the train stopped I got off and headed to the house. I tried to prepare myself for the lecture Fiona was about to give to me. Sometimes she really pissed me off.

"Hello Ian" Liam said turning to face me on the couch when I walked in. He was watching Jimmy Neutron.

"Hey, Liam" I spoke hugging him.

I dropped my bag by the door before heading into the kitchen. Debby was doing dishes while Carl was trying to feed Franny. Lip and Fiona were at the table talking.

"Hey everyone" I sighed.

"What are you doing here Ian? I thought you'd be at work" Fiona said looking at me.

"I took some time off, using my vacation days" I answered walking toward them.

"Going somewhere?" Lip questioned looking at me.

"Yeah. Mandy called me last night and asked me to come down to Dallas for her wedding" I told them. The shock on their face was almost comical.

"Mandy Milkovich is getting married" Fiona spoke surprised.

"Yep, so I'm going down there. I just wanted to let you guys know" I hummed turning around to leave. I was so close before Fiona called me back.

"Don't forget to pack your medicine" she reminded me.

"I didn't" I groaned.

"And Ian, I'm glad your going. Maybe this is what you need to to finally get over Mickey. If Mandy can move on and be happy than so can you" she sighed.

"You just don't get it. Fiona I don't want to get over him. I tried that and it didn't work! I loved him and I just can't forget everything we went through. I don't want to. You've never approved of Mickey and I don't know why" I spoke.

"I just think you can do better for yourself Ian" Fiona breathed.

"No one's better than him. Maybe you should get your own train wreck of a love life under control before you try and fix mine!" I snapped.

"Ian I'm just trying to help you!" she exclaimed.

"I don't need your fucking help! You can't give advice on someone elses life when yours is a damn mess. None of you were there to make sure I took my medication like Mickey did. At the end of the day he's the one that got me the help I needed. You think that for the past two years I've been fine!! I've had to deal with this crushing pain that the one person who understood me the best, I walked away from. Now I have a chance to see him and fix things and your telling me to just let it go. I can't do that. I won't. Without Mick I'm easily broken" I told her before grabbing my bag and leaving.

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Finally updated. I've been playing with this chapter all week and at last it is done. What you guys think about Fiona? Was she being a good sister or was she overstepping her boundaries? Was Ian right by what he said? VOTE/COMMENT

---MissTAYTAY1 XOXO
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