23) Bipolar

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I sit on the bed tired after a long night of- well thats for me to know ;) - with jack, I need to go check how meant pills he has left so I raise myself out of bed, I let out a slight whimper as I do, then I force my tired legs to bring me downstairs, I make my way in the kitchen before making myself a glass of apple juice, then I make my way over to the medicine cabinet 'what are you doing..?' jack says and I jump, then turn around 'You scared me!' I say, laughing. his expression remains dead serious, 'I was getting a drink' as soon as I say that he smirks and raises an eyebrow, he walks over to me and puts his hands around my waist, I put my glass on the side and he quickly lifts me over his shoulder, I let out a small scream as he starts running upstairs, 'jack-?' I say laughing, 'uh-uh, not a word.' he says.

as we walk into our room his hands go more around my ass and he squeezed it, before picking up my body and throwing me onto the bed, i start moving back, thinking hes about to jump on me, but he sits down and pulls me in his lap. 'we need to talk.' he says, his words as sharp as a knife, 'what about?' i say tilting my head. he looks at me and grabs my thigh, 'what did Hans do to whats mine?' he says, so bluntly it sounds more like a statement than a question, i look down and bite my tounge gently. 'did he fuck you?' he says and i nod slowly before looking away. i don't want to think about what hans did to me. how he... had his way with me. i can almost feel jacks angry eyes staring at me, and when i look up at him... that look could kill.

after a long silence jack gets up and begins making his way downstairs, I hear him on the phone. and look at the time '8:12 am' the clock reads, I bite my cheek..

Hans had a schedule, at 8:00 he would wake me up, at 8:05 he would let me use the toilet, at 8:15 he would bring me breakfast, at 9:00 he would fuck me, at 9:45 he would go out, at 10:30 he would come back and check on me, at 10:35 he would turn on the TV, at 10:45 he would go out again. and then he would stay out until 4, 4:00 he would come home and let me use the toilet, and 4:30 he would fuck me, at 5:00 he would turn the TV on, at 6:00 he would bring me dinner. at 7:00 he would fuck me, at 8:00 he would let me use the toilet, at 8:10 he would give me a bath, at 8:30 I would go to sleep. and then repeat.

all I can think is, I woke up at 8... it became a thing I did everyday, and I still did it. how long was i going to? will I be tired at 8:30pm? I don't know... all I know is that I'm safe now. right? Tadashi saved me... I'm with jack.

'ELSA!' jack yells and I jump, before running down stairs 'yes?' I say calmly 'people are coming over at 9:30. get dressed and tidy the house a bit for me?' he says, not making eye contact with me 'okay.' I say quickly before running back upstairs, I go into my wardrobe and pick out a black skirt and a white top with pink hearts on it, then matching pink knee high socks, I get changed quick and then do some very quick, simple makeup. I look at the time '8:48', I rush down stairs and begin tidying the living room and the kitchen, when I finish i sit on the sofa, and look at the time '9:19'

'Snowflake, could you come here a second?' Jack calmly yells from the other room, he looks up and down at me and smiles 'theres my girl' he says quickly and kisses me lightly, 'are you feeling okay princess?' he says and I smile and nod, 'okay, good. Hiccup, Flynn, Kristoph, Eric and Merida are coming round breakfast, you can invite 3 people round, okay?' he says, lightly holding my shoulders, 'mhm' I say and he smiles, 'okay, you go invite whoever you want round' I go into the living room and grab my phone, I send a text to Punzie, Anna, and then I hover my finger over bunny's name, ID love to invite him, but him and jack would just argue... I scroll a bit and see Tadashi, perfect!, I send the message to a group chat 'Hey guys! ☺️ wanna come round for dinner?? jacks invited some people as I'm sure you know 😂💜' I click send and get 3 replys instantly

punzie: Cant wait, what time?

Anna: gimme a time and ill be there 😬🙊💙

Tadashi: sure thing! xx ❤️❤️❤️

I send back '9:30, so about half an hour?'

Punzie: yepyep

Anna: SHOOT I NEED TO GET OUT OF BED 😂

Tadashi: see you in a bit ;)

I laugh and put my phone down. I need to check Jacks meds.

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