Jelsa's Problems

31) the pill

'Hey baby, I'm sorry about earlier. I just get so angry when I think about what that monster did to you...' jack says walking in,

'Jack. The baby inside of me... I can't have it.'

'I know snowflake'

'But-' I start to cry and feel his ice cold hands hold my face up

'Hey, listen here. I know this will be hard. It's your baby. But are we even ready? What is Hans fought for custody? There's a lot of issues we'd have to think about'

'Are you saying I could keep it?'

'It's not my baby. It's yours. Of course you're my babygirl, but if you want to keep it- the baby.. well, I'll support you.'

'Thank you. I really needed to hear that...'

'So- you're keeping it..?'

'I was thinking the name Hans Jr'

'What?!!!'

' I'm joking. I can't keep this baby...'

'That's okay snowflake.'

'So...'

'I'll look up stuff about the abortion pill'

I sit down and feel a tear leave my eye. I still need jack to get back on those pills- before he does something unforgivable.. I don't want him to change but what if he gets himself hurt- or killed.

~Later~

'Hey my beautiful little goddess' jack says walking in and kissing my cheek

'Hello to you to' I say with a smile

'So I was looking into the pill-' jack begins talking in a mimicking voice, as if he's copying someone instead of reading this of his phone,

'A BPAS healthcare professional will give you the abortion pill mifepristone to swallow in the clinic. For pregnancies under 9 weeks' gestation, you may take the second medication (misoprostol), at the same time. If you are  9 weeks or over, or you prefer to wait, you will leave the clinic and return anytime from 1-3 days later. Your healthcare professional will discuss the options with you.'

'Okay... so like, I can have the pill?'

'Were you even listening?'

'Uhhh-'

'You'll need to take 2 pills, at one time.'

'Okay, good. Lets go.'

'Baby. You hate the doctors.'

'That's why you'll do the talking and I'll have some candy or something'

'Deal'