Sarah Smiles

Chapter 15

Ugh stupid time change.
I hate the world sometimes and it's stupid time change.
Oh well.
-GGB16

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"Brendon" my father says glaring at him.

Brendon shifts uncomfortably and looks at him feet.

Why did my father care?

He never fucking cared.

Until now I guess....

"Mr. Gorge" Brendon says standing up straight and looking at my father.

I feel the tension in the air.

I could cut it with a knife.

They both intensely stared at eachother until I cleared my throat and they both looked down at me.

My father glaring, and Brendon with warm loving smiling eyes.

"Dad, what are you doing home so early you're not supposed to be home for another week?" I say standing infront of Brendon.

I felt really protective over him.

I knew... Just KNEW that my father would do something if I wasn't here in front of Brendon

"Yeah, well your mother needed to come home early she was having stomach issues again and so I took her to the doctors because we couldn't do it in Ireland. Weird Irish. But they're amazing people" he says in all seriousness.

I nod and cross my arms over my chest.

"Were you going in your room to make another baby?" My fathers voice suddenly changes.

No it was full of hatred and venom.

He was staring at Brendon.

I feel Brendon tense up behind me I look up sit him and see his jaw clenched.

"Oh right then if you did happen to make another baby, you would just run away to Nevada again right?" He asks tauntingly then laughing pittily.

Brendon tries to step towards him but I put my hand on his chest.

"Sarah, don't get involved" Brendon harshly whispers.

Ok now I was starting to get pissed off.

"No Brendon, I've been involved ever since you got me pregnant" I whisper back even more harsh.

His jaw clenches again and now we're intensely staring at eachother.

"No John actually I'm staying with your daughter, I'm not leaving her again" he says his eyes now softer and un tensing a bit.

My eyes soften as well and I smile softly.

"Oh ok." My father says sarcastically.

Brendon's head snaps to my father and as quickly as he calmed down he was even more furious.

"Just like you said you would be here through the baby's life. Well, what happened there Brendon? Oh that right left my daughter alone in a hospital room right after the baby was born you literally stayed for 5 minutes after the birth then left! You know what? You don't deserve my daughter or a child for that matter. You're an AWFUL man who's child doesn't even know what he is" my father spits harshly stepping closer to Brendon.

"You know what? I'm in my daughters life unlike you. Where are you when she cuts? Where are you when she try's to commit?! Where the fuck are YOU in her life when she needs you?!!! WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU JOHN?! Oh that's right too busy for your own daughter now huh is that it? Atleast I'm there the split second my daughter needs me... And you know what.... I may not be a perfect father but I'm a better father than you will ever be!" Brendon screams in my fathers face.