Its raining heavily outside. She was sitting there quietly in the couch. Its been days since her last encounter with Park Jimin, the man who she loved with all her life. She wait for him but he never cared. So she end it. There is no use loving someone who think you’re just a burden. She sighed. Her memory were back to the day they arguing.
**
“Why are you so clingy, Claire? I’m busy promoting for my new album. Why can’t you understand that?” he started yelling. Claire was taken aback. Her heart broke a little.
“You said I’m clingy ? Jimin-ah, even when you’re busy can’t you take a little time to contact me? Even a minute?” she yelled back. She only saw Jimin after 3 weeks and this happen. They argued and fight over a small thing. She just requested to meet and Jimin explode like she did the greatest sin ever.
“I love my work Claire. And we can’t always meeting like this. My fan will mad if they know” Jimin sighed.
“That’s your biggest problem here Park Jimin. You’re so damn proud with your job that you ignore me all of people. Your girlfriend.” Claire stop his tears from falling to her cheeks.
“Stop being difficult and go home Claire. Don’t cling on me” Jimin said harshly before walking away.
Claire broke down when he disappeared. She love him. She try to understand him but she can’t. Her heart broke completely. She took out her phone and typing message to Jimin.
I’m done Park Jimin. We’re done. Thank you for all this time and sorry for being a burden
~Claire
**
AFTER 3 YEARS
“Good morning Claire-sshi” her secretary greet her.
“Good morning Yina-sshi. What’s on my schedule today?” she asked while walking straight towards her office.
“You have meeting with director Shin at 10 am then at 4 pm we need to go to hall. Then at 7 you have a dinner with Mr Kim” the secretary recite her schedule.
“Ok…eh wait. Who is Mr Kim?” she asked.
“Err..here written Doctor Kim Seokjin.Doctor at Seoul Hospital”
Claire sighed. Its arranged date again. Last time her mother set her up with some director. 3rd generation of Song family. Now its doctor?
After Yina excused herself, she called her mom.
“Please stop with all arranged date, eomma. I’m already busy enough with all my work.”
Then her mother started nagging about how she overworked herself and have no time to plan marriage. She talk about how woman should be married when they were still young so that they can give birth.
She know her mom worried about her. But she can’t help it. There’s no one in her heart now.
**
“Yina-sshi, I think I need to cancel the dinner with Mr Kim tonight. We have so many much to do and we have no time. Can you please give me his number?”
“Oh okay. This is his number boss” Yina give her a paper.
**
“Annyeonghaseyo. Is this Doctor Kim?” she asked.
“Ah..I’m Claire. About dinner tonight I think I have to cancel it.”
“I’m sorry Mr Kim but I have a lot of of work to do since the event is tomorrow”
“Dae..I work for Legacy Hotel. Why did you ask?”
“You want to come tomorrow? Ah..you know the groom.”
“Okay. See you tomorrow Mr Kim and sorry again”
Then she ended the call. Thank god that Mister doctor didn’t get mad or else.
Someone waving at her. Its her employee, Naomi.
“Yes Naomi?”
“We already done with table Miss Claire. And the flower supplier called. They said they will be here soon”
“Okay, I’ll go check on everything else. Call me again when they arrived”
**
I miss her.
I miss her like crazy. When I saw her today I feel like hugging and kissing her but I can’t. Even if I apologize and begged now, she won’t forgive me.
I made a right choice to attend this wedding. At least I can see her again. I can see her laughed and smiled even its not for me.
**
The wedding event today was a success. The bride and groom were happy and no accident happen.
Also she met Mr Kim today. He was a good looking. He also have a good personality.
Now she know that Mr Kim is the second best surgeon in South Korea. He is what people say ‘perfect package’. He has talent, looks, money and good personality.
But he’s not her taste. She didn’t want someone who too perfect. It will to difficult for her since she have so many flaws. They were agreeing to keep their relationship only as friend.
Actually he already in love with some girl but his family didn’t know about that. He was not ready yet to tell his parent.
**
“You saw her?”
“Emm..today at wedding. Then at restaurant” he finished his drink. Then he asked the bartender for another.
“You didn’t try to approach her?”
“No. She’s with a man”
“Her boyfriend?”
“I don’t know. Stop asking will you?” he feel angry. He was already frustrated and furious seeing Claire with other man and now the person in front of him keep asking question to annoy him.
“You will let her go then?”
“What do you want me to do, Jungkook. She’ll never forgive me even if I beg at her feet. Not after what I did to her.”
