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"You told me you wouldn't hurt me, but you did." She let the salty water from her eyes flow to her cheeks as she lean her head to the window, droplets scattered all around the glass due to the non-stop raining. Lightning quickly flashes up, makes her eyes shut closed and a loud thunder boom over the dark night sky makes her weak body flinched.

"I know baby, I'm so fucked up. I ruined our dreams, I ruined our relationship, I ruined everything and I really am sorry for being a fucked up dick. But please baby, give me one last chance. I swear I'll changed. Baby please, last chance." The blonde boy attempt to reach the girl's hand but the girl quickly shrugged him off.

He cried more, his eyes were totally bloodshot. He wouldn't stop from crying since the incident; since the girl found out the blonde boy's little secret.

Would the girl forgive the blonde boy and forget about what he did? Or she'll haul the boy out of her life and will completely move on?

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Caitlyn's POV.
"I made it! I'm finally here!" I screamed when the plane finally land off. England, England is my favorite place since my childhood because we can see there the most remarkable things like the Big Ben, two deck red bus, London Bridge, ferris wheel and so much more. I always tell to myself that I will go there someday but now, I am here. My favorite boyband are here too, they lived here actually.

I went here to have a vacation since my sister gave this thing as an early birthday gift and luckily, I am going to a concert. I know it is a terrifying thing to think that a twenty year old woman like me fangirl over a boyband. But hey, I am not that old and I'm still allow to like and have a crush on a boyband.

I check my watch it's already 6:03 pm. The concert will start at seven o'clock. I don't know where to go and I don't have an apartment to rent, all the blame goes to the sluggish airport in my country. Sighed, I'll just carry my bags to the concert. I guess after the concert I will be staying at a hotel tonight. I dragged my luggage bags and called a cab.

"To Wembley Stadium, please." I said as a cab stopped infront of me.

"Sure," the man replied.

After that not-so-long ride, I already can see the huge stadium. Wow. I pulled out my luggage bags from the trunk and I handed the money to the driver.

"So you'll going to a One Direction concert, huh?" He asked while smirk play through his lips.

"Yeah," I replied while looking at my watch.

"Goodluck on that, I'm sure the lads will like you, you are beautiful tho." He said with a wink.

Before I can reply with his insult, he switch the engine and drive off. He is making fun of me, of course, and how come will the boys notice me? There are thousands of fans over there, and I'm just another fan in the crowd.

I walk to the backstage and I show them the ticket. Yes, I walk to the backstage like a boss. Why? Because I am the one who won their promo. Well, it isn't really a promo. It's just a meet and greet. A girl handed me an ID and I wore it. I asked the girl if I can put my luggage in a random room and this very mascular guy popped up and he put my luggage somewhere. I think his name is Paul. I went to the front row seat and two more minutes the concert will start.

Oh my goose.

Niall's POV.

"The show will start! Get ready boys! Lights off in 3..2..1.."

Another concert. I am tired not physically but emotionally.

When I was a kid, everytime I tripped off on a rock and leaves a small cut on my knee, that was the only time I'll cry my heart out because of the pain and now, I'm not experiencing that anymore. But what I felt right now was two times, billion times ache, it feels like there's a blade inside your heart digging it sharply. It feels like there's no hope, it feels like I'll never be recover.

Finding the right one for you is the most, the best thing you'll ever do with your life. The accomplishment task you should do and should have done. Being with that someone, even though you have nothing, makes you complete. When you're with that someone; people, hates, fame, money, what people thinks and even world doesn't matter to you anymore because all you think and care now is about her. But then.. twisted fate.

Two weeks ago, Barbara broke up with me and I think my world crushed. The lads tried to cheer me up but, it was still so clear to me. I thought she's the right girl for me but no.. she's not. She broke my heart into million pieces.

"Hey babe. What ya doin?" I asked as I sat beside her. She looked pale and I think there's something wrong in here. I felt something unexplainable.

"Niall, I want to tell you something." She said, not looking at me. She's just staring at the floor and looks... Afraid?

"What is it?" I came closer to her, able to hear her.

"Niall, it's over. We're over." She looked at me, eyes are teary and hands are shaking.

I was shocked, I don't know what to say, "Wha-what? Babe, let's fix this. If I did some-"

"No Niall, listen to me first." She interrupted me and taking a deep breath while she wipe her tears that flowing through her cheek.

I'm still shocked. I didn't want argue with her and I want to hear every piece of shit she'll tell me. Instead, I just nodded.

"Niall please forgive me. I know you loved me with all of your heart but I did not love you Niall, I did not. I still love Brandon, I dated you because I want to be more famous so that Brandon will love me again. I didn't mean to break your heart but this is what I feel, this is the truth, Niall. I want to tell you this hurtful truth than to comfort you with my freaking lies. I lied, I played. Sorry Niall, sorry." She said, sobbing.

What the fuck? What the actual fuck? So this relationship was just a game to her? I love her, I freakingly love her but.. What? Can someone poke me? I am dreaming, right? She told me she loved me but.. What? I can't collect my thoughts. I don't know what to feel. Sadness, shocked, mad, dissapointment, betrayal? I can't look at her directly so I looked down and.. silent, the studio filled with silent, except for her sob.

"Falling for you wasn't my biggest mistake, you know that. The mistake was believing you'd fallen for me too.."

"Nia-"

"You said you loved me, but you lied. You said you wouldn't hurt me, but you did. I said I love you, I did and still do. I said I wouldn't hurt you, I didn't. So why did you?" I finish my sentence as my tears streamed down my face, still not facing her.

"Sorry Niall, I really am sorry." She lift up my chin, her eyes are bloodshot now.

"It's okay, I will be fine." I said, smiling weakly. Before she can speak, I walked out. I ran, ran away from her. And all I can do right now is to shout, to cry and to pour my anger towards the world so I went to the place where I think I can be free, the cliff.

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This is my first book and sorry if my language sucks, english is not my main language.

This is originally made by me and I didn't copy nor steal anything from the other books. Don't leave rude and offensive comments please. Thank you.

Btw, the italic words right there on Niall's point of view was him and Barbara's memories. They broke up two weeks before the WWAT starts.

This is a fanfiction, none of these things actually happened in real life. This story was made by my sexy imagination ;) x