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46. Her birthday.

Caitlyn's POV.

"Caity! Get your ass down now we're off to shopping!" Gemma yelled from downstairs.

"Coming!" I put the last coating of my mascarra and set all my make up stuffs aside. I looked at the mirror once more and happy of what I see. I looked more fresher and younger with this skinny black ripped pants and white longsleeve. I got my things and went downstairs.

"I thought I will wait in here forever," Gemma stand up from the couch and chuckled. We both got out, we hopped inside her car and she started to drive.

"Where exactly do you want to go?" She asked, she glanced at me and back to the road.

"Starbucks first?"

"I bet that was you and Eleanor's hang-out place, I swear." I heard her laugh.

"Hey, starbucks wasn't that bad!"

She eyed me for a moment, "I'm not into coffee's but since you're asking for that coffee shop, sure."

I shook my head and laughed. This girl is really weird. I only met her two days ago and I felt comfortable around her. She's weird, Harry's weird, they really are siblings. It took us few more minutes when we finally arrived at the starbucks.

After I ordered our drinks, we both sat down on the stall infront of a round table. She talked about everything she wanted to say, but my heart stops for a moment when she seriously say my name.

"Caitlyn,"

I looked at her, her face was laced with something I don't understand. It looks like she wanted to say something.

"I bet you already know Harry likes you, right?" She asked, small curve formed into her lips.

"That was before, and I know for sure he already moved on." I said as I sip on my drink. How come she know Harry's feelings towards me? Harry told her, of course.

"No," she snapped, that made me look at her in the eyes. "I guess it's not right to tell this to you but I just wanted to let you know that he do still love you though you're already with Niall."

I'm speechless.

"I know you're wondering why I knew this. He's my brother. Since we were kids I'm the one he's running to whenever he got problems. He told me everything. The first day he met you on the concert, the way you looked at Niall, the day you say yes to him, everything."

"Gemma, point out the thing you wanted to say." I lowered my voice. So we're back to this again? Harry and I's thing?

"You made him cry, many times."

I looked at her in the eyes and all I can see was sadness. I didn't meant to hurt her brother's feelings, I felt sorry for the both of them.

"I'm sorry," I said, looking down at the wooden table.

It never cross in my mind that Harry's feelings towards me is still existing. What I thought was, he's fine and happy with Niall and I's relationship, because that's what he's showing towards us. Fine and happy, yet I was wrong. I never thought he'll tell his feelings to anyone, especially to his sister. He isn't that kind of guy that who is willing to tell some personal things to anyone. He was once open to me, he told me he likes me, but after that thing he never tell secrets to me or personal things anymore.

He liked me, he kissed me, but I never got a chance to return those things to him since Niall already captured me. I like him, as a friend, a brother but not a lover. Speaking of kiss, that memory is still in my head. That day, he kiss me because he was confused and drunk yet he promised me he will never tell it to anyone. Finger crossed, I hope he didn't told it to Gemma, any of the boys nor to Niall. Though I wanted to say that Harry kissed me first before Niall, I can't, I can't open up with him since Harry is his best mate. I don't know how he will react with that and I don't want to cause a fight or a drama between them two, especially to the fans. This thing is from past, and I hope it will remain past.