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~Chapter 29~

~Jacob's POV~

After a few minutes of laying down, we got up to go to the park. Melissa went upstairs to do something. After a few I called her name. She yelled back that she's coming down, then she came back and grabbed my hand and held it and we went out the door.

We kind of dragged to get there and also we got Starbucks. When we were arriving, I can see them from a far. I stopped and Melissa stopped as well.

Mel: What's wrong?
Me: Don't you think that we should not tell them about us. Well not yet.
Mel: Why?

Me: Cause after all that happened between us, they still kind of hate me for hurting you. I still hate me for that. Can we just not tell them after we make at least a few weeks.

I can tell that Melissa was not happy about this. Then she gave in.
Mel: uh...sure..I guess..
Ugh it hurts to see her like this and knowing it's me causing it.

Me: Okay.... we should try and not act like a couple.
Mel: okay.. can I at least get a kiss before all of this?
Me: sorry no time we're here.

I walked towards them. I turned around and saw Melissa there standing, it hurt me. I walked back and turned my head making sure that they aren't looking. I grabbed her face and pressed my lips gently against hers. She kissed back and grabbed my waist and pulled me a bit closer to her. We kept kissing, for a little bit. Then she pulled away and smiled.

Me: Thank you.
She gave me a quick kiss and then walked to them. I stood there and looked at her and smiled like an idiot right there. I see her hugging all of them and when she started hugging the guys I got a little jelous. I looked away, because it'll just make me mad and upset. Then after a few minutes. I started walking towards them.

Me: Hey guys.
Mark: Hey
Nessa(Vanessa): Hey Jacob!
Brandon: Hey man
Hunter: Hey bro.
Mario: Hey.

Everyone greeted me and then Janet came up to me. I know that she likes me and she knows that I don't feel the same and now it's kind of awkward between us and she always hits on me. She came up to me and hugged me.

I slowly hugged her back then let go and kind of pushed her out of my way and made my way to my beautiful girlfriend. But we had to pretend that we were broken up and we also had to pretend that we came different times and not at the same time and look like we came together. And that it's awkward between us.

Mel: Hey Jacob...
Me: Hey Mel...
She came up and hugged me. I hugged her back kind of slow and I put my head in her neck. And hugged her tighter. I whispered in her ear. "I'm sorry" and she whispered back "It's okay" We had to pretend that we miss eachother and that we're okay. But I'm still sorry for doing this to her.

We pulled apart and smiled awkwardly. Lily came up and kind of dragged Melissa away from me. Melissa looked confused and so did I. Then the guys came up to me. I guess they noticed my face expression.

Mario: Yeah the girls don't really want you to be near Melissa
Me: What? Why?
Hunter: Because you hurt her.
Brandon: So they are being cautious about the people she hangs out with.
Me: So I can't hang out with her?
Weston: Apparently no. Well to the girls at least. We don't mind. But you did really hurt her.

Mark: We just don't want her to get hurt again. We care about eachother. Maybe it's for the best. You guys aren't dating anymore anyways. It'll would have been awkward.

He gave me a look kind of asking me if we were or not. I gave him a look saying that I will tell him later. I walked to the girls and they pushed Melissa to the back and pretended that they didn't do anything.

Me: Hey can I talked to you guys.
Abby: Sure.
Lily: Nessa stay with Melissa.
They all came except Mel and Nessa.
Me: Why don't you guys want me to hang out with Melissa?!
Yareli: Because you hurt her!!

Me: Okay yes I know that I hurt her and I hate myself for it and I wish I have never done that. I regret it. If I could go back in time I would have not let it happen. And I still would have her today. Most likely right now. I wish I still had her. I hate it that I'm not and that I caused it. I would never try and hurt her on purpose she means so much to me. But it's in the past, we talked about it. We're fine now. Now I just need you guys to know that I would never hurt her again.

Janet: I don't know what to say.
Lily: Neither do I.
Mel: I think I do.
We all turned around to Melissa.
Yareli: And that would be?

Mel: I forgive you. For everything you've done. And I'm sorry.
Me: For what? What did you do to me? I'm the one that hurt you.
Mel: I don't know... but im just sorry. Sorry for making feel like that. Sorry for not giving you another chance. Sorry for everything. If you feel like that, I really want things to be back like they used to be. If that's ok with you?

Me: You don't need to be sorry and of course, Absolutely.
We smiled at eachother. Then we hugged. I hugged her tight. It felt so real. Like we still needed to work some things out between us. But we'll get through it. I hope.

We let go and smiled at eachother. I want to kiss her right now. And keep on holding her. But I can't, well at least right now. If I didn't say anything then I would have not seen her at all the whole night. And I can't stand knowing and thinking that.

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Hey omg i'm so sorry for not updating. I got locked out and i just forgot about the whole thing. I'm sorry, i'll try to finish this story soon. But here's another one for now.
~Mel💜