long distance // taeil

07

dear katherine,

so maybe I have something to confess.

i kissed your brother, johnny.

well technically he kissed me.

i came round yesterday to drop off some homework that he'd missed out on a few weeks ago and we were chilling, i was being awkward and quiet but he keep talking and then... he stopped and grabbed me and just... made out with me?

i was so shocked and confused but... i kissed him back? i've never ever thought about a boy in that way before but... i responded to the kiss. i don't know why i did, i am so confused and scared katherine, what if i am gay? i thought i was in love with a girl but i can't stop thinking about johnny and that kiss... anyway you probably don't want to hear me talking about making out with your brother...

moving on swiftly how are you?! it's been at least 6 weeks before i heard from you the other day, are you okay? studying hard i hope, haha.

i felt like i was writing these letters too formally, so i'm trying to make them more casual, you see what i'm saying?

can i call you tomorrow? i have a vocal exam and i need cheering up and you always give me so much confidence,which i need.

as this obviously won't reach you by tomorrow so i'll call you anyway, i hope you pick up...

have a good week or so! write back soon!

love a confused taeil