long distance // taeil

05

dear katherine,

you hurt me, you know. i just wanted to know if you were okay. you didn't have to say those horrible words to me. at least you wrote back to me i guess.

i understand why you're fed up with my "clingy-ness" but can't you put yourself in my shoes, you know i get worried and anxious a lot; and i care about you. so much.

i'm sorry if i come across as "obsessed" with you, that wasn't my intention at all, i can promise you that.

it's just because of the connection we have, or used to have. i was a loner, a nobody, but you took a chance on me and never ever judged me. i still vaguely remember when you first talked to me, and i think that's a sign of how much i treasure our friendship.

you were the only person who understood me, my only friend. you made me believe that i was good enough, you gave me confidence, the thing i needed the most. now you've gone and you're treating me like this, i can feel myself slipping away again. save me katherine. i don't want to fall into my own trap.

i'm sorry. just please forgive me so we can be how we used to be.

love taeil