long distance // taeil

06

dear katherine,

thank you. you really shouldn't apologise, it's just me being stupid and insecure again. ha.

i understand you don't want me to be in your face all the time, you have a life right? and it's only fair if i keep my distance and let you enjoy your time in america while you can. which leads me to a question i've been dying to ask you for ages now, but i didn't want to appear annoying. but when are you returning? i assume you are at some point, i mean, didn't you say you wanted to be an idol? that would require you to be in korea, and you'd have to move back pretty soon cause nowadays younger trainees are preferred. then i could visit you whilst you practice! i am sure whatever company you are in would allow visitors right? ahh imagine the fun we'd have.

wait what if i audition to be an idol too?! you always told me i had a good voice, i may not have the looks (sings oh my girl's liar liar) but i've heard that they use plastic surgery so maybe if i practice lots then they could overlook my visuals and let me in! if we were in the same company then we would never have to worry about being apart! it sounds so ideal right?

words can't describe how much i miss you. everyday at school i sit there and reminisce about when you were here and how much fun we'd have. remember that time we skipped chemistry by hiding in the janitor's cupboard but then halfway through miss lee came in and scolded us so bad! detention that afternoon was kind of depressing, but it was so much better than expected because you were there and you kept pulling funny faces to make me feel better. your smile could heal world hunger i swear.

anyway please reply soon! i will be waiting :)

love from taeil who adores you