Secrets

Chapter 15

Lauren's P.O.V

I wake up with what felt like cement under my eyes. Why? Oh yeah. I was crying. I was crying because of him. I knew that I shouldn't have trusted him! I knew that he was just a player who doesn't care about other people. He plays with hearts. Its just Niall. He will never change. I need to stay away from him. And I mean forever. Though how much it hurts at say or even think that I have to.

I feel something move beside me. I freeze. Who is that? Is it Harry? Niall? Harry got into my room one time. I'm sure he could do it again. I jump out of bed and just see my dog. My heart decreases beating by a couple. I put my hand on my chest to steady my breathing.

" Mack you scared me!" My voice is really hoarse from crying and sleep.

He looks up at me for a couple seconds then puts his head back down. He is so lazy. I swear he's like a real person

Ugh. I have school today. Why couldn't he have done this on a friday? So I could lay in bed and sob all day.

" Mom!" I yell for her. I'm gonna ask to stay home. I can't take seeing him. Not today.

" Yeah hunny?" She says walking through the door. She sits on the edge of my bed.

" Can I just stay home today? I haven't missed any days this year and I don't want to see... Him.. today." I explain.

" Yeah that's fine. I understand. I will call you in sick now." she walks out of my room dialing a number on her phone. I love my mom. She understands everything I go through. That's why I love having and amazing relationship with her. I can tell her anything. From guys to school. Anything.

Niall's P.O.V ( at school )

I walk over towards her locker. She's not there. Of course she won't be here Niall! You hurt her bad! I almost stayed home today. I couldn't get the image of her crying out of my head. It was the worst feeling in the world to make her cry. Like I said before, It's like killing a puppy.

I curse under my breath a couple times. I punch the locker and walk away. I am determined to get harry back for making me do that. This sucks. I don't want to do anything but I have to.

Harry's P.OV

" What do you think we should do? Skip school or stay?" Zayn asks.

"I need to stay. My parents are getting mad about my grades and I need to talk to some people." I say looking at my phone. I got a couple likes on Instagram and a few text messages.
I just ignore them thought.

As I look up from my phone, I see a storming Niall coming towards me. I take a step back as he slams me against the wall using the collar of my shirt.

" What's your deal!?" I yell at him.

" Why did you make me do that? Make me hurt her on purpose? And it didn't hurt only her. It hurt me a hell of a lot too."

I see tears brim in his eyes. He was really hurt by this? I didn't think he would care. He hurts girls all the time. Why would this one be different?

" Why did you want to hurt Lauren? She so perfect and has such an amazing personality. You made me rip that beautiful smile off her face. That laugh that can give the world life. You made me make her cry, which hurts me more than to watch my own mother be murdered. Do you understand how I feel now? I have feelings too. A lot of them. Especially towards her. Only her. I lost them when I saw my mother get killed in front of me. But when you dared me to date her? That made them come back. That made my heart beat again. Now it's ruined. My body is numb and cold. No more feelings for Niall Horan. Never again because of you."

He walked away after that. I'm sinking in his words. I asked if he was really that hurt, and now, it's no longer close to a question. I shouldn't have done that dare. I still love Lauren. I always will, but not like Niall. Nobody will be able to explain Lauren and love like he just did.

I stand there in shock from what just happened. The boys are looking at me shocked too. I don't know what to do. Should I apologize? Leave it alone? Talk to them? I do need to talk to at least Lauren. Tell her it was me that dared him to do this. She needs to know the truth.

Lauren's P.O.V

I miss him. No matter how much he hurt me, I miss his warm chest. The way his laugh can make my day. And I miss the way he made me feel pretty. I became more confident with him. More than I have in my entire life. I hate saying this but I do hate him. This hurt so much. I feel like I seriously have had my heart brutally taken from me. I'm angry and sad and mixed emotions right now. I want to see him, yet again I never want to talk to him again. What am I suppose to do?

Niall's P.O.V

It felt so good to say that stuff to Harry. I mean he deserves it but he's my best mate. I'm not gonna be mad at him forever, I just had to put him in his place. I'm still overly pissed that this happened. I need to see Lauren. I need to explain it all to her and tell her how much I do love her. I love her so freaking much. It is a feeling that doesn't have words. It's better than any piece of writing, sentence, song or anything could explain.

I hadn't even realized that I was sitting in Lauren's driveway. Am I really ready to do this? Do I have the courage to see her? Will I break down in front of her? I really hope not. That will be bad on my reputation. What am I saying? I don't care if I cry in front of Lauren. If I fall apart with anyone there. She is worth every ounce of embarrassment I would get or anything.

I walk up to her door and knock a couple times. It takes a little while but soon her mom answers the door. She takes a couple seconds for her to actually see that I'm here. She looks so surprised. I wonder why?

Lauren's P.O.V

I am on the couch with my mom watching Finding Nemo. I love this movie. All of the sudden we hear a knock on the door.

" I'll get it." Mom says heading to the door. I hear her open it and little conversation. I can barely hear who it is so I look in the mirror. I don't look bad. I walk up to the door and see someone I really don't want to see.

Niall.

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Uh ohh.... Will they make up? sorry it took so long for this update. I'm running out of ideas! Thank you so much for reading and please vote and comment ideas! Love you all!

-L