Once In A Lifetime

A Decision Is Made

Melissa's POV

I got back home and Scott was there. "That took an awfully long time to get the boys to school. What took you so long?"

"I went to see Cindy." I told him.

"Oh, so you two are talking again?" He asked.

"Yeah." I simply told him.

He walked over to me. "Are you okay? You seem distracted lately."

"Yeah." I lied as I smiled.

He moved to me and hugged me. I was against his chest. It felt nice. I looked up at him. He looked back at me, smiling. I moved my hand to his cheek. He was a sweet man. I knew I had to make a decision soon. I looked at him as I decided I need to see something first. I moved closer to him and took his lips. I kissed him, deeply. I mustered as much passion as I never had before. I then pulled away. I felt nothing in the kiss, nothing at all. With Seth, every kiss gave me butterflies but with Scott, nothing. But he felt something. "Wow, baby, you've never kissed me like that before. What's got into you?"

"Nothing, just felt a need to do that." I smiled as I didn't want him to see what I felt.

I moved away and said, "I'm going to take a shower."

"Want me to join you?" He asked, seductively.

I cringed at the though of it. I just smiled. "No, I just need a quick shower. I got a lot to do today."

He frowned. "Seriously, what has gotten into you lately?" He asked. "We haven't made love in weeks. You haven't touched me or anything. Then you kiss me in a way you haven't before. And then shut me down. I don't understand what is going on with you."

He was right, I haven't been with him since my affair with Seth started as I couldn't bare to have him touch me. I had Seth again. I didn't want Scott and hated being with Scott in that way. Especially since he touches were so different. "Nothing, Scott. I just want to take a shower in peace, okay?"

"Fine." He said, unhappy.

I walked away as I didn't care to fight with him. I quickly got into the shower and cleaned myself and though about everything. I kissed Scott and I felt nothing at all. No sparks, no butterflies, nothing. I didn't want him in that way. But just thinking about Seth's lips on mine and his touches, I got wet. I closed my eyes and my hands moved lightly over my chest. I gently brushed my fingers down my body, in between my breast as I though about Seth touching me. My breathing hitched as I imagined Seth's lips on my neck. I only got wetter. I bit my lip as I moved my hands slowly over my body. I kept thinking about Seth hands on me. At that moment, I swear I could feel his hands on me. I felt his body behind me and felt his lips on my neck. God, this was one hell of a fantasy. My breathing hitches even more as I felt his touches. Just then he pushed into me and I moaned out. He moved inside me and I moaned even more. I leaned up against the shower wall as I put my hands against it. I leaned forward to give him more access. He kept moving. I was so turned on. "Oh, god." I breathed.

He didn't stop. His hands gripped me tightly. The movements became faster, I was feeling the familiar tingle. "Please." I breathed. The movement became faster and I moaned out. My orgasm was close. Then the movements were harder and more wild. The orgasm ripped through my body as I screamed out. I never opened my eyes. I heard the grunt as he came. We calmed. I leaned back into his chest as I was in bliss. Eyes were still closed. "God, Seth." I breathed.

"What the fuck!" I heard Scott's voice, sounding angry.

My eyes sprang open. I was so into my fantasy that I didn't think for a second who it was inside me. He moved away from me as I turned to him, not knowing what to say. I never had an orgasm with Scott until now. But only cause I fantasized about Seth in order for that to happen. Now I couldn't speak as I knew I really fucked up. Scott looked at me in disbelief. "Is that who does it for you? Him?" He asked me.